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wereqryan

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I am scared of vomiting.
 
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Varying nausea for both w/ and w/o AEs.
 
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wereqryan

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But the margin of error for CO and the difficulty in getting N are roadblocks.
These two are honestly the best along with inert gases but they are very hard because of one reason or another.
 
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Maybe testing with a small amount like 1/4 tsp could give an idea of the taste and what it would be like.
 
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wereqryan

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Maybe testing with a small amount like 1/4 tsp could give an idea of the taste and what it would be like.
I tried a few granules and that got me dizzy along with a suffocating feeling and headache lasting for hours afterwards. They say even a little bit can be fatal and that we should only take SN if we are planning to ctb at that moment.
 
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I tried a few granules and that got me dizzy along with a suffocating feeling and headache lasting for hours afterwards. They say even a little bit can be fatal and that we should only take SN if we are planning to ctb at that moment.
That good to know- I had no idea a few granules could be that potent. Was the taste bad or not too bad,?
 
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wereqryan

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Was the taste bad or not too bad,?
Tasted like regular table salt but that was just a few granules. Those who take a lot in 50 to 100 ml of water say its really salty and bad.
 
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Tasted like regular table salt but that was just a few granules. Those who take a lot in 50 to 100 ml of water say its really salty and bad.
That makes it seem like a lot tougher way than I thought- there may be better ways.
 
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AnxiousAngel21

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It's poison, it's going to taste pretty bad, and you will likely bring it up, quit fucking around with it please
 
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It's poison, it's going to taste pretty bad, and you will likely bring it up, quit fucking around with it please
A lot of people say that it is a relatively lower pain way to ctb, which is why some people are interested in it.
 
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Mukey

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Oct 18, 2021
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I tried a few granules and that got me dizzy along with a suffocating feeling and headache lasting for hours afterwards. They say even a little bit can be fatal and that we should only take SN if we are planning to ctb at that moment.
Do you really suffocate? I thought it was just shortness of breath but you make it sound as bad as drowning in a pool with no oxygen. So how bad is it really in terms of this?
 
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wereqryan

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I thought it was just shortness of breath but you make it sound as bad as drowning in a pool with no oxygen
Yeah it was like shortness of breath. My bad. Not as bad as drowning, but I only took a few granules.
 
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Maybe testing with a small amount like 1/4 tsp could give an idea of the taste and what it would be like.
Uhm, no. Just no. SN is not a joke, please don't try to taste it.
 
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I tried a few granules and that got me dizzy along with a suffocating feeling and headache lasting for hours afterwards. They say even a little bit can be fatal and that we should only take SN if we are planning to ctb at that moment.
@wereqryan a few granules would not produce an effect like that. It was most likely a placebo effect caused by your mind because you were expecting to feel something. The brain is a powerful thing. It would take a lot more then that. If you eat bacon or ham or any type of cured meat you are probably getting more then a few granules.
 
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"quit fucking around" with what?
I think it was about some people being overly squeamish on here and freaking out about nothing. I know we all have different tolerance thresholds and this is not a place of judgement and i'm not accusing anyone either, but it does get annoying sometimes to see people expecting to find an ideal method or something and making a big deal bc poison might taste bad. Like, this is poison, this is suicide, this isn't a walk in the park, you can't put sugar and creamer in your sn, wake up and smell the plague.

Yeah it was like shortness of breath. My bad. Not as bad as drowning, but I only took a few granules.
Do you have any asthma or pulmonary condition pre existing?
I'm definitely not invalidating your experience but shortness of breath isn't much reported (except after loss of consciousness, a dying person's last breaths are always irregular and pushy) so maybe you have a pre disposition? Or do you think it could have been anxiety?
 
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I tried a few granules and that got me dizzy along with a suffocating feeling and headache lasting for hours afterwards. They say even a little bit can be fatal and that we should only take SN if we are planning to ctb at that moment.
Thread in May - member tested sn & passed after not ready to ctb..
 
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I think it was about some people being overly squeamish on here and freaking out about nothing. I know we all have different tolerance thresholds and this is not a place of judgement and i'm not accusing anyone either, but it does get annoying sometimes to see people expecting to find an ideal method or something and making a big deal bc poison might taste bad. Like, this is poison, this is suicide, this isn't a walk in the park, you can't put sugar and creamer in your sn, wake up and smell the plague.


Do you have any asthma or pulmonary condition pre existing?
I'm definitely not invalidating your experience but shortness of breath isn't much reported (except after loss of consciousness, a dying person's last breaths are always irregular and pushy) so maybe you have a pre disposition? Or do you think it could have been anxiety?
I know it's not easy but for a lot of people a failed attempt can cause a lot of problems- 5 days in a hospital against your will could lead to job loss, etc. So some people are really trying to select a way that will work the first time if possible. So that's why a lot of discussion about the details of each way can really help to narrow down the best option. It's not that I would be worried about a bad taste- unless it leads to throwing up and a failed attempt- that's the worry.
 
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I know it's not easy but for a lot of people a failed attempt can cause a lot of problems- 5 days in a hospital against your will could lead to job loss, etc. So some people are really trying to select a way that will work the first time if possible. So that's why a lot of discussion about the details of each way can really help to narrow down the best option. It's not that I would be worried about a bad taste- unless it leads to throwing up and a failed attempt- that's the worry.
I would set up 2- 3 more of 25g in 50ml water incase I vomit.
 
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I know it's not easy but for a lot of people a failed attempt can cause a lot of problems- 5 days in a hospital against your will could lead to job loss, etc. So some people are really trying to select a way that will work the first time if possible. So that's why a lot of discussion about the details of each way can really help to narrow down the best option. It's not that I would be worried about a bad taste- unless it leads to throwing up and a failed attempt- that's the worry.
I totally understand that, myself i cannot afford to fail. I plan on going in a few days and i keep worrying about every little detail and what ifs and i'm very afraid it won't work but i also know i'm overthinking it and there's no real reason for it not to work. As for the vomitting, most people do throw up at some point, the goal is just to delay it as long as possible to absorb as much sn as you can. And if you throw up too quickly just chug another glass, that's foolproof.
 
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wereqryan

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As for the vomitting, most people do throw up at some point, the goal is just to delay it as long as possible to absorb as much sn as you can.
Thanks.
 
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