Discussion how are you today ?

[Mgl91]

I hope they are better.

 

[Squiddy]

My day was ok. Went to group therapy (there was 4 people missing) and then went back home. Was feeling really suicidal earlier, but now, it's ok. Still feeling in a ctb mood though

 

[Deathbydemo]

Not great. I feel like I'm going completely insane. Keep messaging my ex - which resulted in being blocked. It's been a hard few months, and it continues to spiral and get worse.
Same question to you OP - how are you today?

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i'm doing alright. bored as always, but i've had worse days.

i hope you're doing alright, op.

 

[Busoccupant]

I'm thinking everyday about applying for a job which I was offered time ago. I'm 0 motivated obviously and I know it won't make me happy, just the opposite. However, I need to do something and force myself to do things and then decide whether life's over for me or not

 

[BPD Barbie]

I'm doing OK today, thanks for asking. Just been trying to keep myself busy studying languages and watching things on YouTube. Hope the rest of you guys had a better day

 

[shadow7891]

same shit different day. loneliness, depressed, unemployed and heartbroken.

 

[Squiddy]

I'm thinking everyday about applying for a job which I was offered time ago. I'm 0 motivated obviously and I know it won't make me happy, just the opposite. However, I need to do something and force myself to do things and then decide whether life's over for me or not

I also need to do that too. I'm gonna attempt to do college for my bachelor's this time and if it doesn't go good, I'm gonna seriously look into ctb. I'm not a very motivated person myself.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Like Bugs right now

 

[Huntfish34]

Cool pic of ol Bugs ! Lol. I like that. -. My day was alright I suppose, fairly slow at work.. but my Boss' didn't piss me the Fck off for a change so I can't really complain. Just ate a Xan, bout to smoke, drink a beer And .. Enjoy these storms rollin ' through . Much love guys,. Be Safe.

 

[Ghost2211]

Busy, exhausting, but overall ok.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Got a call from someone I barely kept in touch with who wants to be friendly with me again. Needless to say, this is interfering with my plan to ctb and now another person will be affected by it. Fuck.

 

[Vault of Memories]

Same as every other.

 

[Stick]

Wasteful more or less. I forgot to set up a therapy appointment again because I woke up too late but ah well.

 

[Deleted member 18655]

Today's not a good day. Maybe tomorrow...

How about you, @Mgl91 ?

 

[Mgl91]

best . my sn arrived but since that day my children have come to see me. are those signs of the universe without explanation. I can see them and very often, that makes me very happy. I'm only worried about being unemployed, money is a problem

 

[BasedGod]

Been traveling the U.S. by car for the past few months. Finally stopped back in my hometown for a month to build money back up. Already dont want to be here and tons of bad memories are starting to float back.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

Tired. Been playing Animal Crossing all day because it keeps my mind busy... Had a friend visit my town and she really liked it.

I also got one errand done. I was planning on doing more, but I was being lazy yesterday. Maybe today I'll get around to the others.

I'm thinking everyday about applying for a job which I was offered time ago. I'm 0 motivated obviously and I know it won't make me happy, just the opposite. However, I need to do something and force myself to do things and then decide whether life's over for me or not

Did you decide to apply for it?

Been traveling the U.S. by car for the past few months. Finally stopped back in my hometown for a month to build money back up. Already dont want to be here and tons of bad memories are starting to float back.

That's pretty cool. What's been your favorite state to travel to/through?

best . my sn arrived but since that day my children have come to see me. are those signs of the universe without explanation. I can see them and very often, that makes me very happy. I'm only worried about being unemployed, money is a problem

I'm glad that your SN arrived, should you plan on using it. And it's great that you got to see your kids!

 

[Busoccupant]

Did you decide to apply for it?

Not yet. Just thought about it.
I used to play Animal crossing, by the way. Videogames always have helped me a lot

 

[BitterlyAlive]

Not yet. Just thought about it.
I used to play Animal crossing, by the way. Videogames always have helped me a lot

Animal Crossing is very soothing. Best of luck with whatever you decide, mate!

 

[W3akCr3atur3]

Not too bad except I'll have to be in society again very soon. Idk how can I handle it. I am antisocial af. Even realizing how soon it will be gave me pretty bad anxiety.