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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
I'm jealous. I could really use a joint right now,but I don't have the privilege at the moment. (and probably won't anytime soon)
It's not weed but opioids
 
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Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
Head hurts and I'm tired, but better than yesterday probably. How about you?
Hi :)

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satou

satou

not yet
Sep 3, 2018
225
I am feeling restless. Like I need to go somewhere or do something. Almost as if I'm uncomfortable in my own skin.

Also mentally unable to focus and do something useful with my time.
 
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Tomasnil

Tomasnil

Mage
Apr 24, 2018
519
Did a crash diet yesterday lost 0.5kg and feel relaxed so far today
 
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Madrid27

Student
Jul 24, 2018
193
[QUOTE = "Soon4me, post: 51077, member: 825"] Mismo [/ QUOTE]
La misma x 2
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Arcanist
Aug 8, 2018
403
Been feeling annoyed easily today too damn bored and it's too damn hot living in car. Ran out of weed and feel like getting drunk but can't.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
How are you today?
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Wishing I was dead, I'm constantly hungry, tired, fatigued, achey, bc of this pregnancy. I feel like going to grocery store is a massive under taking and I'm unusually anxious.
 
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RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
2,202
Hollow. Just like every single day.

I've started picking myself up and going to class, because I'm still trying to find a reason to avoid the noose. However, there are times when I wonder if I'm telling myself that story to ignore the fact that I'm merely a coward who's too scared of death.

I'm too weak to live and too weak to die. I'm too dumb to figure out partial suspension, and I don't have access to any drugs. Nitrogen cannot be obtained in my area, and my room in college has a huge window leading to another at a height where I cannot reliably get to without help. Looks like I'll have to summon the courage to open up my radial artery. I'm used to extreme blood loss, so all I have to get over is the initial bit of pain (a thing I cannot get past right now) and the general fear of oblivion (another thing I cannot get past right now).
 
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Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
So it's that time of week again.One day every week my parents bring me to the casino.To give me something to look forward to.
The only thing i look forward to is getting back home from the casino.So yeah i guess it does give me something to look forward to.I know they are just trying to help me.But if they just leave me alone it would help me more.
 
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satou

satou

not yet
Sep 3, 2018
225
I reached out by email to the last friend I had. Don't think we were in touch for about 5 years. I didn't even know if he was still alive. He replied today. I am not sure about why I did this and if I even want to talk to him. I suppose I am a rather lonely person, although I don't really like to socialize either. So I'm feeling confused. I'm not doing well... or rather lately I have an increased awareness of that.
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
I'm kinda manic but I'm good ^^
 
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agreement

agreement

Mage
Mar 26, 2018
544
Me too: Okay ish
 
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