Discussion How are you guys today?

[Ch92921]

Terrible I told my friend that I was on the verge of suicide and all they said was "lol can't help right now" :/

Dont tell people.

 

[Chiisai]

Hey thanks for asking. Been going off and on the grid lately. Though Im doing it for business matters, it also helps me be with my thoughts as it hasnt been so good lately. After all my CTB attempts, Im trying to give life another go at least this year just to see where my investments lead to. Atleast with that, I have more meaningful value to leave my family with if it goes well.

 

[chocolatebar]

Terrible I told my friend that I was on the verge of suicide and all they said was "lol can't help right now" :/

I did the same a few minutes ago and she decided not to talk to me anymore...

Hey thanks for asking. Been going off and on the grid lately. Though Im doing it for business matters, it also helps me be with my thoughts as it hasnt been so good lately. After all my CTB attempts, Im trying to give life another go at least this year just to see where my investments lead to. Atleast with that, I have more meaningful value to leave my family with if it goes well.

Nice to see you giving it a chance. I truly hope you manage to live a pleasant life

 

[Maaizr]

Dont tell people.

this guy gets it

 

[Chiisai]

I did the same a few minutes ago and she decided not to talk to me anymore...

Nice to see you giving it a chance. I truly hope you manage to live a pleasant life

Thanks. <3 How about you? How are you?

 

[chocolatebar]

Thanks. <3 How about you? How are you?

Well... something terrible happened to me yesterday, right before sleeping, and I'm shattered. I feel the urge to ctb at once, but I decided in the past that I won't do it in such state of mind

 

[Naufrago]

Feeling like crying today, but can only do that when I'm drunk for some reason

I know very well what happens to you... I'm an alcoholic, and I've been clean for almost two years. When I drank, i could get out and breathe a sigh of relief, but after the euphoria passes, it's cruel.

 

[Crazy4u]

I feel dizzy and exhausted

 

[Naufrago]

Today and daily seem the same, with no good prospect of improvement. If only I was working, my brain would be busy.

 

[weremole666]

I've quit my highly stressful job and have maybe a couple of weeks until I can start at a new place. Finally, I can play video games and watch TV shows and movies from my backlog, giving little care about everything else. I feel liberated for the time being.

 

[Chiisai]

Well... something terrible happened to me yesterday, right before sleeping, and I'm shattered. I feel the urge to ctb at once, but I decided in the past that I won't do it in such state of mind

I see. Sorry to hear about that. I hope that when your worries clears, you will feel better. Love and hugs to you

 

[Cherry Crumpet]

Just empty.. I suppose

 

[clown_17]

Shitty. Lazy. I don't feel bad but I don't see the point in improving my life. I just want to feel like shit, mope, and get worse

 

[TheHatedOne]

Braindead. I barely slept these days.

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

I feel empty. But I guess I can read again so I'm gonna try to do that

 

[forgotten15]

I usually am depressed and live with the constant thought i want to die even if on the outside everything seems okay. But today something happend that got me to a point that convinced me that things will never get better for me…even though i have been suicidal since little there was always a part of me the thought maybe one day things will change and i'll get to somehow be happy. Today i realised this will never happen, life is just not for me. All in all, i hope the clarity i got today will get me to gather the courage to ctb sometime in the near future. I know there's nothing left for me here.

 

[EndlessDolphin]

Fine. The best I've felt in a few days. Just trying to find another job where I'm isolated and not having to interact with so many people.

 

[irememberinnocence]

Not good today. Major stuff is going down. Such as not having reliable safe housing in the middle of a lockdown (yes I have a bed and a roof over my head but my cptsd is sky high!). Also found out that an old friend died so I'm just a complete mess today.