how am i still alive. fent

[nembutal]

been taking fent laced product for over a month now not an excessive amount, but amounts that have definitely killed my last boyfriend. i wonder constantly i why i was spared as a self destructive fool while he cherished life and was taken with so much ease.

 

[MyTimeIsUp]

Luck of the draw.

Some die from smashing their head on the curb. Some survive falling 100ft. Some survive overdoses that should've killed them.

You will never know what will definitely kill you. It always depends on the person

My last suicide attempt should've killed me. Sometimes I wonder if I'm here for a reason