Undeadbird
Bird
- May 16, 2024
- 5
I (24M) have just caught my boyfriend (53M) of 6 years cheating on me with a 16 year old. I have spent the last 4 years working my ass off at university studying for a degree in Biomedical Science, I've spent the last 4 months losing my mind with depression and suicidal ideation over my stupid past; We were intending to get married not long from now and I discover this, I suppose I should've known, getting with such a man at 18. I thought he was good, and I'm now realising that this couldn't be farther from the truth. From the ages of 10 to present I have suffered with this feeling but I have always given this man my love, I have showed him the greatest respect and decency and given my life to him, It has taken everything from me to know what he's done... I want to kill myself soon and be done with this evil world but I have no money or resources to do so (peacefully) - i'm a coward.
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