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Suicidal Ideation

Suicidal Ideation

burn my body, celebrate the afterglow
Jul 21, 2023
55
i can't wrap my head around the fact that im a real person. nothing about my existence makes any sense to me, i just don't feel real. everything about myself makes me so angry. is being phobic of yourself or your existence a thing? does anyone else experience this?
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
Kind of, my life is like a Tim Burton movie.
 
edu0z

edu0z

carried away by a moonlight shadow
Aug 25, 2021
552
Sometimes I feel like everything around me isn't real. I start to doubt everything and it's like I'm dreaming. It usually happens to me when I'm in a public place (in my case at least, and when you're under a lot of stress), the first few times it was quite overwhelming, but then you learn to cope with it. You never get used to it anyway when it starts happening.
 
MyLifeisHell

MyLifeisHell

It hurts
Jul 23, 2022
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Perhaps you have a very weak sense of self, like me. Some conditions make people impaired when it comes to that.
 
Mxverick

Mxverick

Member
Aug 12, 2023
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There is no reality, we see the world as our brain interprets it.
 
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