How alone will you feel when you CTB?

[ddn.ctb]

Maybe that's why I like the idea of streaming. You are not so alone

 

[Zegers]

I feel lonely every day but that moment will be exciting.

 

[IBM0000]

Alone, as I should be. My planned method is car "accident", and my plan is to only hurt myself. So, hopefully alone.

 

[DeepCD]

I'm sure everyone has their own meaning of loneliness. but after finding this website, you should feel less alone than you were before. regardless if you go or not.

 

[outrider567]

The same amount of loneliness I feel every day

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yeah, I think I'm going to feel very alone, frightened and upset. I'm sure I'll be crying at the end. Not because I want to live but because I don't particularly want to do this to myself. I'm more upset that I was ever given life to begin with. I just think it's so sad that so many of us will die like this.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

I stayed up to chat with someone on this site this weekend because they didn't want to be alone before ctb.
Personally I want to be completely alone and talk to nobody when my time comes.
I've been desperately alone for so long now, that loneliness is my default state anyway.

 

[wendy5c]

I live alone in a small apartment so it's par for the course.

 

[ringo99]

I want to be alone. I don't deserve to be around other people since I'm not fit to mix in society. Being able to work from home since covid has been a huge relief. I live with my parents. My mom goes to work for the better part of the day and my dad's in another city. The opportunities to ctb by SN without being caught are ample.

 

[fatalucia]

by the time i achieve ctb, that will be my end goal. my whole life is struggling to be alone. i always need someone or something. this passive constant pulls me away. i'll probably always have people dear to me and still feel the most distant and alone i ever have felt

 

[Laurentj]

not any less lonely than any other point in my life

 

[Trakehner]

I don't talk to other people most days so I'm already very lonely. When I ctb, I imagine feeling a sense of solace knowing that the pain of being abandoned will be over soon.

 

[Morgengrauen]

not feeling lonely, just enjoying my solitude. I prefer to pass away by myself and made peace with the fact i'll have to face it alone. but the time until then, not being able to to open up to friends is what feels the most lonely and isolating

 

[gap]

alone...but with my daughter in my heart

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd prefer to be alone, far away from other people. It's better that way.