How alone are you?

[Symbiote]

Married and still alone. My wife is on a whole other wavelength than me, but then I've also supported her ambitions and goals. The other night she implied that because I have no friends and no family members, I get down often, and that I don't make enough at times, that I'm a loser. A bit of tough love for someone that already has dealt with tough love from others doesn't make me feel any better, but only confirms the self-loathing validation in my head that they all resent me in some form.

 

[Desi]

I've seen my mother scorn my father a lot. And, in my head, i was thinking "you didn't do better than finding this man, what makes you think you deserve better ? At least he's here, he provides and doesn't harm anyone"
i always hated this situation

 

[Ghostly]

family is too embarrassed by me to be around me or speak to me, no friends

 

[FinalDestination]

Only have immediate family but we aren't particularly close and school friends who I'm not so much in contact with expect the occasional 'how are you' which even that doesn't happen much.

 

[Moose.000]

Physically, I'm never alone. Always surrounded by friends and family. Mentally; trapped alone in a fog battling depression and suicide demons 24 hours a day. Chemical imbalances are alive, well and deadly.

 

[TicoDK]

I have all my family and friends but that's all I will have, its all I had since the 90s.
This world is just too much for me, I'm not fit to play this game.
I can never be with the one I love because I'm just garbage and gonna be trashed pretty soon.

 

[alown]

well in reality we come here alone and we go alone during this simulation that is existence.

we are all alone, around us is only illusion, the environment, the entities, whether they are human, celestial animals or insects.

I think our best friend can be ourselves, you can try to imagine an imaginary friend, that's what I do sometimes.

the matrix is so made, even people who are surrounded by family and friends are alone, and will end up alone.

 

[du2497]

Only talk to family and one friend from high school. Last girlfriend was 9 years ago now, that's about it. I live in a big city, but I feel completely out of place.

 

[Phoenix]

So alone that when I ctb my very small family will be the only ones to even notice I've gone

 

[Hibernation]

I have my family, i have my daughter I have a job I am happy with. I'm not alone. I'm pretty numb from antidepressants but everyday I just wish I was dead. I've had some pretty one sided friendships it's mainly me failing to put the effort in because I get treat like shit by people and I tend to think everyone hates me. I feel odd most of the time like I don't fit in anywhere. I just have these feelings sometimes to step in front of a car or jump of a bridge or the other night just to hang myself from the stairs. I work, see family and go home and that's it but it doesn't really bother me. I think I can put on a pretty convincing act that I'm OK but I'm not.

 

[Bauhaus]

I still have my parents and when they're gone I'll be totally alone which terrifies me.
I've always been a loner, but since I developed severe insomnia I feel really lonely now and I get anxiety attacks, especially in the evening at sunset.

All the lonely people, where do they all come from ?

 

[elyayamama]

I've been abandoned by everyone I've ever loved. My father moved 800 miles away. My sister is even farther. My mom is a minute away but doesn't check up on me. No friends. I have a cat.

 

[Bullit]

Alone? EXTREMELY!!!!!!!!!!!! Its what I wanted,or so I thought. Wish i could ctb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[mediocre]

I'm alone as you possibly could be. I only have my mother to talk to every 2-3 days. Every single day I live alone. I never speak out loud. I will be 29 this year and I cannot function properly.