enduringwinter

enduringwinter

flower, water
Jun 20, 2024
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There currently seems to be signs of pipe/drainage issues where I live. The issue is with city pipes and the building, I can't do anything about it and the bodies in charge are totally useless and hostile. Even though everything is outrageously expensive.

Back in 2022, in addition to all my usual struggles, I lost my job, had to lie to my family about it and then a sewage overflow incident (imagine that scene in the movie Parasite) drove me out of my home and I had to couchsurf for half a year after. It was the worst traumatic time, I can't even recount what went through my head, I think it affected my brain forever.

I don't want a repeat of that. I actually lost my first batch of SN during that. I don't think I'd even have enough sanity left to CTB if something like that happened now. I hate this country and everything in my life that led me to this place.
 
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MyTimeIsUp

Perhaps I'll be important when I'm long gone?
Feb 27, 2024
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I'm sorry you're going through this again, sounds really fucking hard.

There must be someone higher up you can go to. There is always someone higher up. I know it's exhausting, but sometimes if you keep being a pest, things will get done. Shit, I know, but unfortunately that is sometimes the only way.

I hope things ease a bit for you soon
 
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enduringwinter

flower, water
Jun 20, 2024
309
I'm sorry you're going through this again, sounds really fucking hard.

There must be someone higher up you can go to. There is always someone higher up. I know it's exhausting, but sometimes if you keep being a pest, things will get done. Shit, I know, but unfortunately that is sometimes the only way.

I hope things ease a bit for you soon
Thank you for sympathising with me, it means a lot. I really hope so too
 
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