Venting Horrible person

[Proxycake]

I wish there was something I could do to stop being a terrible person, stop thinking terrible things, and act tolerable to people around me. Maybe if I keep being horrible, I'll piss off enough people that they'll have me shot. Maybe being terrible isn't bad, in some aspects. I wonder how long it will be before I am forgotten, after I die. My temper is too short, my brain feels as if it is melting in my head. I don't and cannot think properly, my thoughts do not coordinate. I hate everyone. I have no bit of compassion in my body nor my mind, but I love everybody so dearly. Everybody in this world.

 

[CentreMid]

I'm sorry you're in this position. Some of us just aren't cut out for this world, myself included. I hope you find peace in whatever you choose.

 

[downndone2]

I'm sorry and understand your thoughts in relation to myself. Try to do your best everyday.