Venting horrible infliction

[Darkover]

life is awful shit on this wretched planet, life is disposable here
we are in hell here, from repressed urges to losing the love of your life,
we are doomed from the moment we are born destined to fade away into oblivion
forced to endure an awful existance and it's all for nothing in the end
if only I had not been born I could have avoided living out my misery here
they took away our choice to die and enslaved us on a prison planet forced
us to endure intolerable lives, life is evil, we are enslaved in rotting
decaying machines forced to witness our slow demise, where is the beauty
in any of this so-called life, it is just a horrible infliction we have been
forced to endure

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I'd also never wish for this harmful and undesirable existence, I personally really wish I never existed at all, I see it as a curse to simply be conscious and aware, enslaved in this decaying flesh prison with the ability to suffer to such extreme amounts. I also feel so trapped here, it's so disgusting how humans make peaceful suicide methods inaccessible even know we never consented to something so evil as existence in the first place, only being permanently unaware of everything is all that's ideal to me, I only wish for nothingness.

 

[iloverachel]

I agree. This is hell and there is no escape
I wish i was drowned at birth so none of this would happen.

The only thing that brings me peace of mind is knowing I will die one day. This pointless disgusting suffering will all be over one day. For now I will have to endure decades of being tortured in this prison hell hole until i finally get the courage to CTB

I won't miss this awful planet