horrible horrible

[flip_bug]

I'm just miserable. im 6 months pregnant with a person i despise. told me he wasn't married. then told.me he was divorced. come to find out he's not divorced at all. he doesn't even know when he separated. people call him asking if I'll help him with a fuckijg partner visa. fuck no I would never help or sponsor him after he lied to me. he needs to get divorced anyway. can't happen without the divorce. then im triggered by the whole thing again. he gave me hpv16 and genital warts. told me they were skin tags he had since a child. guy doesn't even speak English properly i can't communicate with him at all. my life is fucking punishment. I'll never find happiness again. life's over. my dad is extremely emotionally abusive & got me arrested got me breached of the restraining order he put on me after I reacted to his abuse. smashing plates in the sink when I was filling up my bottle. all because he wanted money from me. throwing a tantrum got the police involved when I reacted. got banned from.a.whole city because of the breach. then have previous friends judge and blame.me.sauing im a bad person because of it. brother is in a permanent drug induced psychosis. my mum died when I was a teenager. I have nobody. feel a bit better now I've let it out

 

[lightningwallcloud]

Oh my god I am also a woman who was scammed by a man from another country who told me he was divorced and later found out he wasn't. Then he promised multiple times he was getting the divorce. He lied every time. Crazy to find someone else here who can relate. These people are evil. In my case he promised me the entire world and I completely sacrificed my life for him for many years. Didn't get pregnant but all the time I wasted with him cost me my chance at marriage and children and I wanted both. He killed that dream for me.

 

[RawRX3]

Support <3

If you ever need someone to vent to or chat with I don't mind being there for you, I'm sorry you've had to go through so much T_T

 

[FF777]

holy god.. my first thought is: do you want this child and if not is there any thing you can do about it?.. is that the 2nd trimester?.. i don't know the abortion laws in your place but if an abortion is what you want and it can still legally be done then you probably shouldn't wait until it can't legally be done any more..

an other option if you can't do that is adoption..

i know you are going through a lot of different things right now, but the decision you make about the baby is going to drasticly change the entire course of your life, so you need to focus on that right now and figure out which course of action you plan to take concerning it..