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WantingtoLeave

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Jun 13, 2025
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For reasons I don't want to get into, I am hoping to exit within the week. I want you folks opinion: Should I go to a scenic place or not?
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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Definitely. I would go to the most beautiful place I possibly could. If it was feasible. I don't know, some place surrounded by nature and wildflowers,throw a bed sheet down?Mountains in the distance, a lake nearby. Birds chirping. All that jazz.
 
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WantingtoLeave

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Jun 13, 2025
61
I have a specific place in mind if I can get there.
 
Swan Song

Swan Song

Member
May 3, 2025
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A scenic place would be best. At least your last moments would be surrounded by beauty.
 
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WantingtoLeave

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Jun 13, 2025
61
I am going to order an SCBA and get its tank filled with nitrogen. (Hopefully 30 minutes is enough.) Unfortunately, the stress of my suicide might wind up killing my mom.
 
darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,519
good luck
hope everything goes well for you 🍀
 
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WantingtoLeave

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Jun 13, 2025
61
I am so grateful for that.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
It's your life, and death. Nobody elses. You should do what you want and whatever makes you happy.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,510
I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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WantingtoLeave

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Jun 13, 2025
61
Thank you so much. If there is an afterlife, I am going to miss my dad, my sisters, my brothers, my friend in Germany, and my friend in New Jersey so fucking much starting next week. I hope we can meet in Valhalla or the Elysium fields.