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babylxlah

babylxlah

you won’t feel this way forever 💕
Feb 6, 2026
21
i finally found it - had a mild mental breakdown - but we're good.

Wondering if anyone is up for discussing payment methods. I was hoping to use 3rd party gift cards like listed on the site but they asked if I would be willing to use Monobank. I'm not 100% sold on the security of the program and would like to hear how other folks' paying experience went.
 
itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

At Peace
Jun 13, 2024
107
i finally found it - had a mild mental breakdown - but we're good.

Wondering if anyone is up for discussing payment methods. I was hoping to use 3rd party gift cards like listed on the site but they asked if I would be willing to use Monobank. I'm not 100% sold on the security of the program and would like to hear how other folks' paying experience went.
DMd you
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,130
use an amazon gift card. it's the least sketch payment method

 
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playtheworld1

playtheworld1

The Government want to control us
Feb 18, 2026
5
i finally found it - had a mild mental breakdown - but we're good.

Wondering if anyone is up for discussing payment methods. I was hoping to use 3rd party gift cards like listed on the site but they asked if I would be willing to use Monobank. I'm not 100% sold on the security of the program and would like to hear how other folks' paying experience went.
I can't find the DSL site, I really need it. I am using yandex and set the regional settings to Ukraine. Any pointers would be helpful or clues.
 
chloeburbank

chloeburbank

Cat
Jan 30, 2026
50
I can't find the DSL site, I really need it. I am using yandex and set the regional settings to Ukraine. Any pointers would be helpful or clues.
use the search bar if you have access to it. very helpful for finding clues!
 
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playtheworld1

playtheworld1

The Government want to control us
Feb 18, 2026
5
use the search bar if you have access to it. very helpful for finding clues!
I am using the search bar, how else would I find it. I really need some help. I have spent 6 hours looking for it.
use the search bar if you have access to it. very helpful for finding clues!
What keywords did you put in to find it? Did you set your yandex regional settings to ukraine
How come everyone else can find it and I can't, I've got IT certifications for god sake.
 
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violetforever

violetforever

Mage
Dec 24, 2025
511
i just found the website rn so easily. im sure this is it. can i pm anyone?
 
babylxlah

babylxlah

you won’t feel this way forever 💕
Feb 6, 2026
21
i just found the website rn so easily. im sure this is it. can i pm anyone?
You can PM me!
I am using the search bar, how else would I find it. I really need some help. I have spent 6 hours looking for it.

What keywords did you put in to find it? Did you set your yandex regional settings to ukraine
How come everyone else can find it and I can't, I've got IT certifications for god sake.
It's a little convoluted. The best hint I got so far was that the D is actually 3 'words'.
Unfortunately you're going to have to Do it Yourself. If you need some general support you can PM me, It can be extremely frustrating, I know I was frustrated <3
 
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playtheworld1

playtheworld1

The Government want to control us
Feb 18, 2026
5
Why can't I directly message people? Says I don't have permission
 
babylxlah

babylxlah

you won’t feel this way forever 💕
Feb 6, 2026
21
Why can't I directly message people? Says I don't have permission
Oh you probably just haven't contributed to the forum via posts and replies enough. the threshold for direct message is pretty low, so it won't take long to reach.
maybe make a couple more posts in some threads which interest you and then circle back
Since this is 'my' thread i'm happy to chat with you here about something to build your posts if you want lol.
 
playtheworld1

playtheworld1

The Government want to control us
Feb 18, 2026
5
Oh that's how it works, ok. Can you please give me some hints to find this website. I have searched with keywords "Sodium Nitrite Ukraine" and gone through every single page. Still can't find it. I don't know how people find it so easily.
Did you have access to DM members straight away?
 
babylxlah

babylxlah

you won’t feel this way forever 💕
Feb 6, 2026
21
Oh that's how it works, ok. Can you please give me some hints to find this website. I have searched with keywords "Sodium Nitrite Ukraine" and gone through every single page. Still can't find it. I don't know how people find it so easily.
it took me like 3 days, maybe like a couple hours each day. it's definitely a weird one to find. its hard to give clues because i think each persons searching experience will vary slightly because the site is not super well optimized for search engines.
 
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