Hopefully gonna CTB Tonight. Night night method.

[princeeugeneofsavoy]

Planning to do the night night method tonight in a few hours, any last minute advice would be appreciated. Apologies in advance if I chicken out.
:)

 

[Jezzibell]

I'm not familiar with this method so can't give any advice but I wish you a peaceful passing. And there is absolutely no shame I not going through with it. If its not your time, then its not your time. Xx

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

I wish you all the best with completing ctb successfully and I hope you will be at eternal peace once you have completed ctb successfully.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck wishing you a peaful journey! I hope you find peace!

Just in case you chicken out, then maybe it's not your time to go. You will have a warm welcome here in any case

 

[StaticCryBabye]

I regret that I am unable to offer any advice at this time. However, I extend my sincerest wishes for your continued success and well-being. May your endeavors unfold seamlessly, and may you find the lasting tranquility that you truly deserve.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Worndown]

I hope all goes well for you. Make sure you have the needed alone time.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

I don't know how that works, but anyway I wish you good luck

 

[princeeugeneofsavoy]

Thank you all, I'm getting ready now, but it is quite hard to make myself do it.
:)

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

I'm with you if you want

 

[princeeugeneofsavoy]

I tried twice, I couldn't get the spot properly and each time a lot of hair was ripped off by the tape I'm overly frustrated so some time this week I'm gonna go to the train tracks instead. The night-night method is probably better for someone smart. I'm very sorry for bothering everyone.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

You didn't bother anyone here! It certainly needs a lot courage to do the night night method but failing, although it's painful, isn't sth to be frustrated! I wish you all the best!

 

[enough of this]

Planning to do the night night method tonight in a few hours, any last minute advice would be appreciated. Apologies in advance if I chicken out.
:)

I hope you have a wonderful transition, whenever that may be.

 

[haibane]

I think that being run by a train in a cold winter night is definitely my favorite method but its not really reliable and im afraid that si stop me at the last moment

 

[bigfishlittlefish]

I think that being run by a train in a cold winter night is definitely my favorite method but its not really reliable and im afraid that si stop me at the last moment

Please think about the poor train driver and, if it's possible *at all* maybe try another method?
Jumping in front of a train means the driver has to not just see whatever awful state you end up in but, even worse, for the rest of their life, live knowing that they killed you, which can cause severe PTSD.
I know that you're suffering and I'm truly sorry for that. Please don't force someone else to have to suffer too.

 

[haibane]

Please think about the poor train driver and, if it's possible *at all* maybe try another method?
Jumping in front of a train means the driver has to not just see whatever awful state you end up in but, even worse, for the rest of their life, live knowing that they killed you, which can cause severe PTSD.
I know that you're suffering and I'm truly sorry for that. Please don't force someone else to have to suffer too.

Yeah im fantasizing dw, but tysm.
Edit: i just notice that i posted my first post on the wrong thead… so im sorry if my post is confusing

 

[Yaffle]

As others have said, there's no shame or apology if you stay with us.

Pro choice is just that, whatever the choice. As it's the single biggest decision you can ever make it's always better to miss the bus rather than rush for it impulsively.

It wouldn't be chickening out, it would be deciding not to! Your choice.

I've known for decades it's what I want but I'm still here, ready but not ready.

 

[SilentSadness]

Please think about the poor train driver and, if it's possible *at all* maybe try another method?
Jumping in front of a train means the driver has to not just see whatever awful state you end up in but, even worse, for the rest of their life, live knowing that they killed you, which can cause severe PTSD.
I know that you're suffering and I'm truly sorry for that. Please don't force someone else to have to suffer too.

This type of guilt trip is not acceptable on the forum.

 

[Viranamari]

I wish you luck!