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Aiyuxiao

Aiyuxiao

Arcanist
Mar 28, 2025
401
I honestly just wish someone else can take me out of my pain and suffering.

Like, kidnap me, put me to sleep, murder me, and then dump my body in the forest.

With that, I would leave this earth without hurting anyone because they think I was murdered. :/

Whenever I hear of someone dead in the news or a body found that was murdered, I wish it was me instead.
 
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wishingiwasok

Member
Dec 18, 2024
14
Me too. Completely get this.
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,103
Not sure that's a fun way to go, but I understand the thought process behind it. While I don't really want to be murdered myself, I would definitely rather pass away quietly rather than have to take my own life.

I think taking my own life is something that will be seen as shameful by my friends and family. It has a lot of stigma attached to it.

I suppose that if I'm killed by someone, people will talk about it with sympathy. If I take my own life, they will act like I am some ungrateful brat🤔
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
160
I honestly just wish someone else can take me out of my pain and suffering.

Like, kidnap me, put me to sleep, murder me, and then dump my body in the forest.

With that, I would leave this earth without hurting anyone because they think I was murdered. :/

Whenever I hear of someone dead in the news or a body found that was murdered, I wish it was me instead.
If you have people that love and care for you in your life, you dying will hurt them no matter what. Suicide isn't selfish, and it's ok to put yourself first. You didn't ask to be born. I don't know what intentions you have for yourself, but if you plan to die I'd recommend making as many good memories as possible with the people you love, so when they think about you after you're hypothetically gone. The memories are bittersweet and not completely sad. I'm sorry you have to be in such pain and I hope you find the right answers for yourself ❤️‍🩹
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,088
We get to this point when we know we can't do it ourselves.

Unfortunately no one is going to risk legal consequences and it's it's really difficult to pull off.

I really, really need someone to do it for me. I just won't be happy when it's going on :p
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Experienced
May 7, 2025
257
Yep I'm gonna become a serial killer and start with myself.
 
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madwoman8

madwoman8

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May 7, 2025
83
Totally get this. I wish someone would take me out (quickly) and I wouldn't have to do it or do all this planning & stressing LOL. I feel sad when anyone dies and they want to live - like give me the terminal cancer.
 
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Aiyuxiao

Aiyuxiao

Arcanist
Mar 28, 2025
401
Totally get this. I wish someone would take me out (quickly) and I wouldn't have to do it or do all this planning & stressing LOL. I feel sad when anyone dies and they want to live - like give me the terminal cancer.
Yeah, I feel that way towards anyone that wants to live and end up dying too :/
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
514
I wouldn't be against such a development either. I dream about it quite often. Because I know for sure that I want to die. I always envy other people's deaths too. But most of all I envy those who are never destined to be born
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,560
It's not inherently illegal to hire someone to shoot u with a gun and kill u.

This would be legal if they hadn't passed laws to make it a crime

Government monsters passed laws to make hiring someone to aid u with any kind of suicide a crime . It wasn't a crime until they went through a lot of effort to pass these laws.

I wish I could pay someone else to shoot me with a gun. No one will do it because government creeps will put me and the assister in prison for even making such a plan.

It's completely unfair unjust oppression because this transaction is voluntary on the part of the only people it will affect me and the assister"

It would be guaranteed because someone else could shoot me 100 times in the head with a shotgun and no one is going to survive that .

I have to defeat si shoot myself and hope I don't miss because I only get one shot
 
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Aiyuxiao

Aiyuxiao

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Mar 28, 2025
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It's not inherently illegal to hire someone to shoot u with a gun and kill u.

This would be legal if they hadn't passed laws to make it a crime

Government monsters passed laws to make hiring someone to aid u with any kind of suicide a crime . It wasn't s crime until they went through a lot of effort to pass these laws.

I wish I could pay someone else to shoot me with a gun. No one will do it because government creeps will put me and the assister in prison for even making such a plan.

It's completely unfair unjust oppression because this transaction is voluntary on the part of the only people it will affect me and the assister"
Yeah it sucks. I wish they can just mind their own business.
 
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