Home Stretch

[Nikitatos]

I've literally given up on the future. Just need to get logicstical things together. Got to sell my stuff to get money for an airbnb and a gun. I've already got the SN and the CO grills.'

To Do list:
1. Test the SN
2. Test the CO levels are higher enough
3. Rent a place away from everything.
4. Get a NH license and get a gun
5. Sell things to get the cash

....Looks like I'm close. Mid to late August and I'm going. I feel right with God. I got a seond chance at life and took full advantage. I'm proud of what I did. God is happy with me. I feel at peace about it......I'm sad that there were people waiting to destroy all my hard work and my life. It is what it is. I can only control what I can control.

I feel like I'm giving my two weeks notice before I leave a job.

 

[dolemitedrums]

SN, CO and shooting yourself? Damn you're leaving nothing to chance.

 

[Nikitatos]

Yup.... I've had a few failed attempts. Going to get shit done right this time. None of the methods contradict each other. Thankfully, I've got the time and money to do things right this time.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in your plans.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

You plan on doing the SN and CO simultaneously, and then shooting yourself immediately thereafter????

 

[Nikitatos]

I plan on the SN and CO being simultaneous. The gun is a safety measure just in case something goes wrong. If I'm unscious for 24 hours or something and then wake up, I'll have the gun right by my side. If I plan and execute right, it shouldn't come to that, but if it does, I want to be prepared. I'm so done with this life.