hobbies and fomo

[hvk]

posting out of curiosity and boredom

if anyone's curious, i love volleyball ! when i was younger i played soccer and basketball but volleyball is just so much more fun. minimal contact, jumping, learning things, fun with friends. ive never played on an actual team though, just for fun at the rec with whoever else is there. god tier distraction from self-destructing thoughts, but the moment i step off the court the thoughts come back like a switch. sometimes i hold in a laugh cause its just ridiculous how fast my brain can switch up. also seems like a shame im wasting such a healthy body to ctb, but oh well.

outside of that, its the typical anime and video games. recently played through dmc1-5, super fun. dante and vergil are some amazing characters. i played through once as dante, and im currently playing through as vergil. some of my favorite anime are i want to eat your pancreas, bleach, violet evergarden, lots of emotional stuff. ive been watching since i was like 12, so i have more than i can remember under my belt. lmk what some of your faves/recs are pls !

onto fomo and whatnot, do you guys have any way to deal with it? i honestly dont feel too strong now, but who knows, maybe itll be worse when i get closer to my planned day. im delusional enough to tell myself literally anything could be on the other side of death, and then it doesnt seem like im going to miss anything considering 1. i wont be able to care either way and 2. what if i get reincarnated and its just bbq chicken easy life. either way, not being here and just nothing doesnt sound too bad either. ive had thoughts about family and friends, but i think i can wrap up my thoughts onto a note and call it there for them.

thank u for reading have a good day/night

 

[JustADeerGirl]

My way of getting past FOMO is that in the end, what I fear that I'll miss out on won't make me any less suicidal

There is something I'm looking forward to that's pushed my plans back a little, but after that I have nothing. Maybe I'll get my usual high while I wait and play through it with my friends, if I even play it with my friends to begin with.

 

[BradGuy123]

Welcome to the forum. I am the most nonathletic person you have ever met. I was always last to be picked in PE teams when I was in school. I like anime too. I really enjoyed Death Note and Sword Art Online.

 

[hvk]

what I fear that I'll miss out on won't make me any less suicidal

honest way to put it, i like it. ill probs be telling myself that lol

you'll get to do whatever your heart desires in heaven

FAX ! i find myself seeing posts of people scared of whats on the other side and its valid, but im also dumb enough to be excited that it could be literally anything better than what im in right now. not really scary but more so intriguing in a sense.

I was always last to be picked in PE teams when I was in school. I like anime too. I really enjoyed Death Note and Sword Art Online.

i was tiny as a kid, so im not unfamiliar with how you feel. one vivid memory i have is i literally forgot to dribble in basketball and the ref was kind enough to just let the play continue instead of stopping. outside of obligatory team placements in school sports, i wasnt exactly an early pick in recess. nowadays in volleyball, i try to be the kinder person and include everyone. i dislike people with the playstyle of trying to end every rally as quick as possible for the point, it just takes away so much of the game.
i also enjoyed sword art online, i watched it pretty early in my anime career ! its so iconic still. im pretty sure i was watching shows like maid sama and darling in the franxx at the time as well. and thanks for the welcome !

 

[locallyringedspace]

I've been meaning to watch Violet Evergarden! I just did a rewatch of Eva because I saw EoE in theatres with some friends on Thursday :) it's probably my favourite show. I've also been keeping up with and really enjoying JJK

I don't do a lot athleticism wise, so that's pretty cool to me :) my boyfriend and roommate and a bunch of my friends rockclimb and i went with them for a few months before my depression got worse, but it'd be nice to do more of that, it was fun