exiled
i gave so many signs
- Jun 17, 2023
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I know we have a relationship built in trust and he isn't one to jump the gun and call the authorities right away.
I've made him the beneficiary on my bank accounts and I want him to take my dog.
He has taken my dog before to watch him when I went into surgery and also left my abusive situation.
My therapist said he won't take my dog if I catch the bus.
I wish he would.
I don't think he thinks I'm actually ready to CTB, on a forum, ordering SN, etc. I think he thinks I'm considering it.
I hate looking him in the eye because he lost his sister to suicide and I know this will crush him.
I wish I could prepare him more but…. hopefully he can use my savings for something fun for himself.
I've made him the beneficiary on my bank accounts and I want him to take my dog.
He has taken my dog before to watch him when I went into surgery and also left my abusive situation.
My therapist said he won't take my dog if I catch the bus.
I wish he would.
I don't think he thinks I'm actually ready to CTB, on a forum, ordering SN, etc. I think he thinks I'm considering it.
I hate looking him in the eye because he lost his sister to suicide and I know this will crush him.
I wish I could prepare him more but…. hopefully he can use my savings for something fun for himself.