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sparrowcharm

sparrowcharm

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Aug 11, 2024
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I just registered today. I've been wanting to die for around 34 years.
I tried once and failed.
I just can't do this anymore and wanted to connect
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
Hey, welcome to the forum! Whatever you choose we are here with you!
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Welcome to the forum!
 
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GuessWhosBack

GuessWhosBack

The sun rises to insult me.
Jul 15, 2024
452
Welcome.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,158
It sounds like you've suffered a lot, but anyway I wish you the best.
 
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UnrulyNightmare

UnrulyNightmare

Wanderer
Jul 3, 2024
469
Hey! Welcome to the forum.
That's a really long time to feel so badly, I'm sorry for you! Once you gain the ability to chat feel free to send me a message :)
Hope you find the connection you're looking for here!
 
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SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

Nothing Like The Looks Ā« ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ Ā»
Nov 13, 2023
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Welcome to SaSu šŸ«‚
 
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amber_pjm

amber_pjm

New Member
Aug 10, 2024
1
i registered recently as well! (last night in fact)
welcome and i hope we can find comfort here :)
 
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Minsu

Mage
Jan 17, 2023
554
Welcome! Btw how did you defeat SI in your attempt?
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
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Welcome, I can relate to long time suicidal feelings. PMs open once you can send them, open to chatting whenever about whatever!
 
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Ironborn

Ironborn

Specialist
Jan 29, 2024
393
Welcome friend, enjoy your stay, no matter how long.
 
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Marishku

Marishku

life is pain
Oct 8, 2023
79
welcome to the forum
 
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Rainbow Dash

Rainbow Dash

Aspie
Aug 11, 2024
207
Welcome to the forum!
I am new too and was accepted yesterday. <3

As for me I tried 3 times all failed as you can see.
 
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sparrowcharm

sparrowcharm

Member
Aug 11, 2024
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Welcome! Btw how did you defeat SI in your attempt?
Hey. Sorry for the delayed reply. I was 21 and I was in so much emotional pain and a void in my life. I took the whole box of my antidepressants and lay on the floor (was living in my mum and stepdad's living room atm) I suddenly freaked out about the possible physical pain and told my mum. She called an ambulance, they took me to the hospital, I drank a charcoal mixture. The doctor asked me why I'd done it and I was so tired of explaining myself to professionals with no change I just said I had been bored. He told me to do something else if I was bored and discharged me. My mum and stepdad made me pay for the ambulance, my stepdad said I did it for attention and ever since I've been wishing I had just died.
 

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