I can't call you bc I have other people around and can't talk, but just know that whatever you're going through, there are people here who care about you and feel your pain and want you to get better. Life might suck sometimes, but dwell on the things that make life worth it. No matter what you believe, you are loved and you deserve to live a good and happy life. I'm sorry that you are hurting. I wish there was a way I could take your pain from you. Sending you love