Heroin as a way out?

[TriggerHappy]

How to get oxy?
like half the people on the planet do :: lie to your doctor.
or like the other half do :: call your dealer.

Forgive the illplaced humour :: oxy as a suicide method for me is like believing true love exists and herbal remedies work....

 

[deadverysoon]

Puking wouldn't make a difference if you get it through your butt into your body.

and if injected once - it doesnt matter anymore. i already thought about this and think it is possible to inject it that fast to get it all. just a thicker needle...

but through the butt its also a solution maybe. but not that fast. i would prefer injecting.

 

[again_noidea]

Hiya.
As I've stated :: all power to you if that's the method you desire.
Just maybe consider heeding others concerns.
My thinking is that maybe it'd be wise to have a second / third method handy incase u experience workability issues. I like the benzo idea, just dont do alchohol, when you lose conciousness / bodily functions you can shit yourself and lose yr stash. Maybe use immodium, I'd suggest a butt-plug.
Have witnessed suicide attempt as above, that didn't work in the end.
Once I start my focus and full intention will be on ending things.
Drugs up your bum are definitely effective, though they lack that drugged-up out of control feeling I like so much... I really want to be out of control before I go, I realize it's paradoxically irresponsible but I love that feeling, it ironically makes me feel alive. I've only really done the rectal thing with mdma / ecstasy. (Typical me thought the come on was too long so i also consumed orally also :: I always overdo // doubledose (ironically it was a speckled dove, mdma cut with H... its effects were great, but not life-endingly religious if u get my meaning. And it burnt so its not my method of choice) Ive never otherwise wanted H rectally. It'd seem like such a waste not going intravenously or smoking it. It will stop your breathing / heart. Maybe others can weigh in on this, but its a 'dark' experience. No white lights etc etc... its scary.
That story about addicts cleaning up and relapse o.ding on usual pre-tolerance minimal amounts is true.
Been there done that. Hope that enlightens...?
M!GS // Triggerhappy

I understand that you want to go full in before you go totally out. I, too, would like to smoke some dmt and do other things before i go. It is just hard to come by, especially with my level of motivation. And yes, iv would also be my prefered method but i don't know how to do that, someone would need to show me how to iv properly. how mich morph should i take to ctb in your opinion, i thought that 1500 mg is enough but obviously people here think that it is not.
All the best!

 

[deadverysoon]

I understand that you want to go full in before you go totally out. I, too, would like to smoke some dmt and do other things before i go. It is just hard to come by, especially with my level of motivation. And yes, iv would also be my prefered method but i don't know how to do that, someone would need to show me how to iv properly. how mich morph should i take to ctb in your opinion, i thought that 1500 mg is enough but obviously people here think that it is not.
All the best!

the problem of ctb with chemical substances is, that you could survive.

if so - you will maybe have a disability for life without having the option to end it after that.

that would be a nightmare for me - so in my case i would create an fatal overkill.

for example if 1500mg morphin is declared to be a fatal overdose - i would take it 10 times more. minimum. so in this case 15g.

otherwise its not a good option to ctb - just to escape for a while.

and btw: if you have accsess to such substances and live in europe - dm me, because i want to ctb asap.

 

[TriggerHappy]

I understand that you want to go full in before you go totally out. I, too, would like to smoke some dmt and do other things before i go. It is just hard to come by, especially with my level of motivation. And yes, iv would also be my prefered method but i don't know how to do that, someone would need to show me how to iv properly. how mich morph should i take to ctb in your opinion, i thought that 1500 mg is enough but obviously people here think that it is not.
All the best!

As with everything is about methods of consumption.
As far as suicide goes :: those little white morphine tablets orally would be a disappointment :: crush & inject is my method of choice (4 everything from steroids to streetdrugs, willmake dosage strength effective :: be careful, it burns :: only for a short while, but u get used to it (hopefully u won't have to))

DMT? Have you done it? Bit stupid 4 me to ask how it was, its such an otherworldly experience, yeah? Literally touching the face of God :: am a (theosophically reared proven / tested clairvoyant (akashic regression my speciality) psychonaut :: It reframed the birth / death afterlife cycle 4 me completely and threw my quasi religious coping methods into question!
Am so curious!?!

 

[again_noidea]

As with everything is about methods of consumption.
As far as suicide goes :: those little white morphine tablets orally would be a disappointment :: crush & inject is my method of choice (4 everything from steroids to streetdrugs, willmake dosage strength effective :: be careful, it burns :: only for a short while, but u get used to it (hopefully u won't have to))

DMT? Have you done it? Bit stupid 4 me to ask how it was, its such an otherworldly experience, yeah? Literally touching the face of God :: am a (theosophically reared proven / tested clairvoyant (akashic regression my speciality) psychonaut :: It reframed the birth / death afterlife cycle 4 me completely and threw my quasi religious coping methods into question!
Am so curious!?!

Na, i have 200 mg capsules with little wax coated pellets. you need to "cook" them in order to free all the morphine at once.

I have some experience but never with dmt. it is weird, but really wish to do that before ctb, it would be such a shame to not experience that when you have the chance to. sadly, i'm really down and it hard for me to manage anything, like scoring or cleaning my flat. and it is also not easy for me here in idyllic Austria... no plug in sight. The other thing is, that i'm paradoxically really scared to have a sad and devastating experience on any psychedelic, i have so much pain and regret and a weird kind of self-loathing that i'm afraid to hurt my mental state to an unbearable extent without being able to kill myself afterwards. How was it for you, how do you see ctb after taking dmt, that that experience change your view on thing?

the problem of ctb with chemical substances is, that you could survive.

if so - you will maybe have a disability for life without having the option to end it after that.

that would be a nightmare for me - so in my case i would create an fatal overkill.

for example if 1500mg morphin is declared to be a fatal overdose - i would take it 10 times more. minimum. so in this case 15g.

otherwise its not a good option to ctb - just to escape for a while.

and btw: if you have accsess to such substances and live in europe - dm me, because i want to ctb asap.

i agree on the overkill, i thought that 1500 would be exactly that. i read somewhere that you can probably order it on the dw. good luck.

 

[fiona apple juice]

I really don't think you should use heroine to CTB...if you end up living and take so much there's a chance you can get addicted.

 

[deadverysoon]

I really don't think you should use heroine to CTB...if you end up living and take so much there's a chance you can get addicted.

if you take enough and have proof of good quality - i think its one of the best ways to ctb. i would not try it with just 2g. i would minimum take 4g - if the quality is good. if not - i would also prefer another method.