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All right so I mixed 113 G all of sodium nitrite I'm going to attempt without using antacid I have painkillers I'm on an antiemetic wish me luck
 
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113 g seems WAY too much !!!!!
Personally I would just use 25 g, which is a already a *huge* amount, since the recommended dosage is already very high since the aim is for it to be very reliable....

What is your body weight in pounds (or kg) ?

Some people find this table useful :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-water-amount-lookup-table-v2.32241/
 
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Yes listen please only drink a quarter max. Divide it up into 4 glasses of equal amount and use one of them.
 
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So even though I'm not using an antacid enough of the stuff can get through
There are accounts of vomiting that are still successful only using 25g. 113g is going to be extremely difficult to swallow as it will be way more salty. How much water are you using? Also on Saturday you stated that you ordered SN, how did you get it so quickly? What country are you in?
 
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I already poured the bottle into one glass no way I can do that now
 
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Dont do weird experiments please,
Yes listen please only drink a quarter max. Divide it up into 4 glasses of equal amount and use one of them.
If you decide to do so I should have said.

Look, don't do experiments. Stuck to the method guidelines, they are there for a reason. Really think about whether you might be doing this with an intention to fail in mind.
 
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I'm in America I have Amazon Prime so I'm lucky I'm using about a mugs worth of water
 
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I already poured the bottle into one glass no way I can do that now
Easy, just add some water, pour it in equal amounts into three other glasses, so that all four glasses (of the same size!) have the same amount in them. Then each will have about 28g or so.
 
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I had no way to measure out 25 or 50 grams exactly so I just put the whole bottle in
 
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I already poured the bottle into one glass no way I can do that now
Just pour half of glass 1 into another glass ("glass 2"), so you have two equal glasses.

Then pour half of glass 2 into another glass ("glass 3"), so you have two equal glasses.
Glasses 2 and 3 now have a quarter of what glass 1 had originally.

You would drink glass 2, and glass 3 would be a backup/standby.
 
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I already poured the bottle into one glass no way I can do that now
Yes you can, you get 3 more glasses and divide it into quarters. The. You can add a little more water to each glass...
 
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I had no way to measure out 25 or 50 grams exactly so I just put the whole bottle in
Look it's a bad idea okay. Don't hurt yourself unnecessarily. No one can predict what will happen; you will certainly vomit and it might be insanely painful.
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Do what @jgm63 suggested, make sure the glasses are equal volume and shape. No scale required if 113g is correct.
 
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Look it's a bad idea okay. Don't hurt yourself unnecessarily. No one can predict what will happen; you will certainly vomit and it might be insanely painful.
Assuming the OP is genuine (?), we've tried to point out that their suggestion doesn't sound very good....
It's down to them whether they wish to listed of course....
 
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I'm bad at measurements but I tried my best
 
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I had no way to measure out 25 or 50 grams exactly so I just put the whole bottle in
If your bottle was 113g, then anyone would know that about just less than 1/4 of the bottle would be approx 25g. If you read about SN at all you would know this guideline.
 
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If your bottle was 113g, then anyone would know that about just less than 1/4 of the bottle would be approx 25g. If you read about SN at all you would know this guideline.
Like I said I'm not good at math or measuring
 
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So I just add more water and drink 1 of the cups right?
 
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So I just add more water and drink 1 of the cups right?
The water looks about right. You want to use as little water as possible but make sure everything is well dissolved.
 
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As always, please consider carefully your options, and what you wish to do.
You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them.

If you decide to go ahead, then I wish you a safe journey on to somewhere beautiful….. :heart:
 
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Only 1 should be plenty. I hope you have thought this through and are at peace with your decision.
Only you can decide.
 
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Remember there's no shame in aborting and calling for help. No pressure from our side. I wish you good luck.
 
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Only you can decide, but I hope you are really sure this is what you want to do. Peace and love to you. :heart: :heart: :heart:
 
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I'm such a hypocrite cause I always tell everybody I meet be "brave be strong cause baby the pain? It can only last so long" but I have to do this I am an evil being and my death is overdue has been since I was born
 
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I'm such a hypocrite cause I always tell everybody I meet be "brave be strong cause baby the pain? It can only last so long" but I have to do this I am an evil being and my death is overdue has been since I was born
Well you are trying to cheer people up then, that's not an evil thing to do. Why do you consider yourself an evil being if I might ask?
 
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