I have been planning to CTB for months now and have decided on SN as my method. I was able to get a prescription of Meto and have dealt with all of my credit card debt so the collections agency won't go after my family. I don't know where I can purchase pure SN however? All I see on Amazon is the pink curing salts that have 6.25% SN purity and on ebay they are only selling sodium nitrate. I live in Boston, MA. I don't want to wait any longer now that I have tied up lose ends and am just wasting my time continuing to live day by day when I am ready to go. Anyone please able to help me with a reliable source? Willing to also document/have a video with someone so they can add my experience to the running list of (hopefully) successful passings with SN so others can determine if this is the method for them. Can anyone please help me?
I just want to ask if you care about the collection agency going after your family don't you think you'll cause them more pain when your dead, let alone the fact the police will do a welfare check on your household to find a reason as to why you you'd CTB eg: abuse, bullying etc.
In conclusion you have concerns about family yet CTB will hurt them beyond comprehension, i insist you rethink your decisions and take life at a different angle because you never know what outcome you'll get.
In conclusion you have concerns about family yet CTB will hurt them beyond comprehension, i insist you rethink your decisions and take life at a different angle because you never know what outcome you'll get.
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I'd appreciate not being talked out of this, I have been planning this for months and absolutely nothing is going to change my mind. My family can cash in on the life insurance policy and sue (not willing to share an extenuating circumstance that's going on legally but was already in the workings of pursing a legal case of emotional distress against a third party, and me CTB is certainly a better grounds to sue on). Everyone will learn to move on with life and get over it as the world moves on like it does everyday regardless. I am tired of suffering
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Regardless of my plan to CTB I still am thankful to those who tried to "save" me and want to do my best to ensure that once I'm gone life isn't too shitty for them, debt wise. What was the point of you replying to me?
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I'm just trying to understand the thought process with why you would CTB.
If you ever second guess yourself or plan on not doing CTB which i pray for you i highly advise you look into a religion as it promotes positivity and its a s shield from this shitty world.
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Reported you for violating the rules of this site. Don't pray for me as I am not asking for that bull crap nor am I looking for recovery. Clearly you just made your account to try and help people who don't want or need your help. Did writing that make you feel like a hero? Newsflash, not everyone can be 'saved'. Please do not respond anymore to my post, or anyone else's post with unsolicited help and prayer BS for that matter, especially when you're on this specific website.
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jaxxon_sunn
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They have already stated they don't want someone to talk them out of it. Even you say religion is only a shield? Religion cannot cure the pain of this world and I myself have trauma with religions. Don't push your pro life or religious agendas on people who don't want it.
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