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[starsshinningbright]

So if i drink the sodium nitrate (yes i fucked up and brought the wrong thing) will i get admitted to the mental ward afterwards if i get caught? (i live in australia)

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Why would you drink something that won't give you the results you want?

And I don't know the law/ rules in Australia, but I would think a doctor would know why you took it, so yes, the ward looks very possible to me.

 

[starsshinningbright]

Why would you drink something that won't give you the results you want?

And I don't know the law/ rules in Australia, but I would think a doctor would know why you took it, so yes, the ward looks very possible to me.

Damn and ik it wont give me the results i need idk how to access the stuff i need, alot of things are restricted in australia, also because its hard atm my mind is torn, it wants to go but kinda wants to wait it out. i dont want to tho.

 

[Aflame5926]

Damn and ik it wont give me the results i need idk how to access the stuff i need, alot of things are restricted in australia, also because its hard atm my mind is torn, it wants to go but kinda wants to wait it out. i dont want to tho.

ya either are willing to take the effort or you don't.

it sounds to me you are still doubting yourself. that is ok and normal.
i would advice you against doing it then.

ya either fully commited or just dont do it.
half baked = regrets or mistakes

but my opinion is my own and not yours. think hard about it if this really what you want

 

[starsshinningbright]

ya either are willing to take the effort or you don't.

it sounds to me you are still doubting yourself. that is ok and normal.
i would advice you against doing it then.

ya either fully commited or just dont do it.
half baked = regrets or mistakes

but my opinion is my own and not yours. think hard about it if this really what you want

It is, has been for a while, I have BPD tho so i cant help switching sometimes

 

[Aflame5926]

It is, has been for a while, I have BPD tho so i cant help switching sometimes

no shame in that. i bet there are pleny of people here that you can share your story with.

take your time here ;)

 

[Liwujin]

It sounds like you need more time to think and prepare properly. Don't rush it, better do it safely than accidentally fucking yourself up for life

 

[starsshinningbright]

It sounds like you need more time to think and prepare properly. Don't rush it, better do it safely than accidentally fucking yourself up for life

Honestly i dont care if i fuck myself up for life, i have told the people who are my emergency contact that if i end up on life support just pull the plug. im dead anyway (im already dead rn really)

 

[Liwujin]

Honestly i dont care if i fuck myself up for life, i have told the people who are my emergency contact that if i end up on life support just pull the plug. im dead anyway (im already dead rn really)

I see, still, just try to not rush into anything and good luck. I'm wishing you the best

 

[U. A.]

You only feel half-heartedly committed to making an attempt on your life with a substance you know will not kill you. This is a recipe for disaster that will do nothing other than add a ton of suffering to what seems to be an already full plate.
Throw the nitrate away.

 

[Aflame5926]

You only feel half-heartedly committed to making an attempt on your life with a substance you know will not kill you. This is a recipe for disaster that will do nothing other than add a ton of suffering to what seems to be an already full plate.
Throw the nitrate away.

i mean you can only try to convince him but at the end of the day its his descision.

we can only hope the moment he does it that he will be prepared enough for the execution and not setup for failure