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[Skywren]

I need to escape... and I want to do it within this next week. despite months of trying to get my hands on SN or other simular painless strategies, I havent been able to get around the stupid fucking restrictions. Whats my best bet? For something $20 or less?? DIY or something I can find around my home

If nothing comes along thats better im just going to buy a gallon of weed killer. Itll be painful as fuck but at least theres no shot im going to survive it

 

[maniac116]

I think the first thing you DONT want to do in CTB is act on impulse.
That's a fairly easy way to disable yourself & waking up in the hospital disabled & worse off than you are now.
You can look through the megathreads for ideas.
I wouldn't recommend poisoning as a way to go.
No judgement!

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find peace, I certainly understand it's so torturous and dreadful suffering in this existence, to me it feels so cruel how there isn't a straightforward way to just cease existing.

 

[Skywren]

I think the first thing you DONT want to do in CTB is act on impulse.
That's a fairly easy way to disable yourself & waking up in the hospital disabled & worse off than you are now.
You can look through the megathreads for ideas.
I wouldn't recommend poisoning as a way to go.
No judgement!

It's just so difficult not too... I've been trying to find a painless solution, something that I can plan and won't leave me crippled (at least more so than I am now). but I can't get my hands on anything with the resources I have

And it just hurts so fucking much. Living. I need to escape and find some sort of security/ safety. Why won't they let me die?

I'll try looking through the megathreads again

I hope that you find peace, I certainly understand it's so torturous and dreadful suffering in this existence, to me it feels so cruel how there isn't a straightforward way to just cease existing.

It's insane really... I hope you find peace as well