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hopeless08

Arcanist
Dec 8, 2023
492
Today I'm in so much pain I'm catatonic- like.Everyday is excruciating but I somehow go see my mom, who I'm living with, and fake a smile try so hard to conceal my pain which.Today though I can't fake at all there's this humongous knot in my chest, it hurts so bad. I just want to go now. I beg the universe or higher power or whatever there is to let me go and end my pain. I don't even
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,071
It's really cruel how people cannot just choose to die in peace despite the fact that there is so much suffering in this world, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for as it sounds so horrible what you are going through.
 
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hopeless08

Arcanist
Dec 8, 2023
492
Thank you for the support. It truly infuriated me that we have to stay in this horrible, painful existence. I can't take anymore and don't know what to do.
Have you ever heard of someone ctb
With fentanyl?
 
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