Help

[abcz]

When I feel depressed I just want to help others. I don't care what it is with as long as I can do it. But no one I ask needs help. I've even asked friends if I can give them money and they say no.

And no one needs help. I want to ctb right now. But I have a roommate. She is back. And gonna likely be awake until 2am doing homework. And I can't think of something that would work with what I have but not alert her. I could drink hand soap. But I don't think that would kill me. And I have no other ideas.

 

[rosegoldmoon]

I know this is a painful situation for you at the moment and I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. The world is so mean to us. :(

If you ever wanna talk, please message me. I am here for you. <3

 

[abcz]

i hate how the hug emoji is so positive. i just wanna give a hug. not all hugs involve smiling.

 

[ifeelsobad]

I need help if you want to help me. I need to talk to someone