Help wanted i guess

[Makoto Naegi]

Hey. It's really nice to meet you all. Um, anyway I'm an 18 year old and I've been wanting to end my life since I was in the 4th grade, but everything I've tried never seems to work. My most recent plan was to take a bottle of sleeping pills, put a plastic bag over my head, and slit my wrists in a bathtub, but then I found out the sleeping meds I'm on (trazadone) aren't very good for that. I've been researching it a lot and I really want to do the helium method but every time I get money it's taken from me. I can't even find a place to buy it if I DID have the money, and I also don't really have a place to go unintertupted to do it, but fuck I really want a painless way to die because I'm so SICK of being in pain all the time. Sorry to be so whiny but does anyone have any advice? Thank you.

 

[EternalSanction]

1) Don't try to overdose on sleeping pills. You probably won't suceed without anti-emetics, and even with it it will be painful as hell
2) Slitting wrists doesn't guarantee death as well, a lot of things can go wrong in the process.

Do some more research on methods, you might wanna consider CO poisoning, hanging or SN.
Here's a list of megathreads you can take a look at https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-methods-megathread.4418/
Also, here's a page where resources are collected https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/

 

[crova]

Dont try helium - its most likely mixed with oxygen these days. Nitrogen and argon [from welding supplier] Cheaper, safer.