Help Help please!!!

[walkingdead2023]

I'm tired overwhelmed sick of pretending I being working all day and it's 12 in the middle of the night but I can't sleep. In few hours I have to go back to work and when I get my paycheck they deduct at least $1000 for taxes, Medicare, Medicaid, homeless, garage, ER, blue cross, and other things I don't understand their abbreviation. I really want to ctb I need N resources. I rather be dead than working to pay the government I'm sick of this life style. Sure I can go vacations but when I'm back I have to go back to work and for what? To buy food, eat, take a shower and the rest work. I get so confused sometime why I'm here to begin with? What's the meaning of life! It's a circle I will die but I rather die now before I get older. This fucking life is not for me! I attempted suicide when I was 15 it's nothing new for me. Please if anyone knows N seller let me know! Yes I can jump, drawn or shoot myself only if I can't find N or SN! Please help me

 

[Reuthry]

As far as I know there is no legit N seller right now online. I might be wrong though.

 

[walkingdead2023]

As far as I know there is no legit N seller right now online. I might be wrong

I heard that too I'm going crazy we have 0 resources!

 

[divinemistress87]

I hear you basically have to go to Peru for it

 

[walkingdead2023]

I hear you basically have to go to Peru for it

Is it like available in drug stores there or I still have to search in the street there?