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Dying2DieDamnSI
Living in bed, but can’t sleep
- Sep 2, 2022
- 40
Can somebody please tell me how to seal needle holes in the rubber stopper of one of my N bottles? The metal seal is totally intact, but the center plastic top is off. I only used about 10-12ml all together, but poked it a few times. I'm terrified of it degrading too quickly
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I tried to use it for sleep a few times last week. I drew a bit out with a syringe, and with my lousy vision, even after using a marker, I have no clue how many holes there are in the one little spot or if there's a bigger one with a couple tiny ones next to it.
I had planned to ctb, but ended up leaving the hotel because of SI and just feeling extremely uncomfortable. Chronic insomnia is one of the reasons I'm going to ctb. I hated myself for not going through with it and having to suffer more sleepless nights with screaming tinnitus.
I know now that I can't plan to ctb, and that it'll just happen at home during one of many nights of desperation. Thankfully I live alone, have a friend on board to alert, and a wonderful place for my cat to go.
THANK YOU!!

I tried to use it for sleep a few times last week. I drew a bit out with a syringe, and with my lousy vision, even after using a marker, I have no clue how many holes there are in the one little spot or if there's a bigger one with a couple tiny ones next to it.
I had planned to ctb, but ended up leaving the hotel because of SI and just feeling extremely uncomfortable. Chronic insomnia is one of the reasons I'm going to ctb. I hated myself for not going through with it and having to suffer more sleepless nights with screaming tinnitus.
I know now that I can't plan to ctb, and that it'll just happen at home during one of many nights of desperation. Thankfully I live alone, have a friend on board to alert, and a wonderful place for my cat to go.
THANK YOU!!
