this is my first post on here. I've been suicidal for years but I've never had the courage to even attempt despite my severe depression. the only thing keeping me from attempting is that I have extreme fear of an attempt not working and also the actual process of dying which can be unpredictable, especially with the methods I'm leaning towards. Also, I think I'm just too aware of myself so it makes me overthink and hesitate (idk if that makes sense). I'm just getting more desperate as time passes so I'm finally posting on here after joining months ago.
anyways, the methods I've been thinking of are: *overdosing by taking several 400mg quetiapine tablets (over 6,000mg? I'm underweight so it might work),
*carbon monoxide poisoning,
*hanging
which of these seem the most likely to succeed? any suggestions?
for carbon monoxide poisoning I literally don't know how it'd work. like I'm thinking of going to the shed outside (it's a small closed space) and burning coal or something. also, hanging is unlikely because I've seen how many people fail and struggle with getting it right and I genuinely don't have the energy for that, I still have it as an option because there's a possibility idk. an exit bag probably would be ideal but I don't have the resources.
anyways, the methods I've been thinking of are: *overdosing by taking several 400mg quetiapine tablets (over 6,000mg? I'm underweight so it might work),
*carbon monoxide poisoning,
*hanging
which of these seem the most likely to succeed? any suggestions?
for carbon monoxide poisoning I literally don't know how it'd work. like I'm thinking of going to the shed outside (it's a small closed space) and burning coal or something. also, hanging is unlikely because I've seen how many people fail and struggle with getting it right and I genuinely don't have the energy for that, I still have it as an option because there's a possibility idk. an exit bag probably would be ideal but I don't have the resources.
