- Nov 30, 2020
Ok, so I have a problem. I want to CTB with SN, but I have a boyfriend and I don't want to hurt him. He knows about my depression and my previous suicide attempts, and I basically tell him everything. If I disappear from the social media app where we chat, he'll know what happened to me. He's suicidal too, so if he figures out what happens to me, he'll CTB, and I don't want him to do that because he's not done with life. He has the contact information of a friend of mine and my family, so he could easily ask them what happened to me, and if they tell him, then things will turn ugly. Any advice?