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BlockedintheUK

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Dec 20, 2025
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Hi there was a comment here that I started to read but lost it can someone help me find it please. It was someone talking about how they had a wife and a cat and had a good life but still wanted to end it like no matter how "good" their life was they just feel that way regardless. I've looked through my browsing history but I cant find it.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Not sure if the search bar is available to you yet although, it's a little vague for a search.

If it's recently, the post may have been knocked off the first page by newer threads but- all I can think of is to scroll down page by page till something looks familiar.

There have been one or two posts recently of people wishing to CTB despite having reasonable lives so- maybe that was in the title.

I don't suppose you remember the username?
 
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BlockedintheUK

Student
Dec 20, 2025
107
I dont remember the username and I did try the search bar with no luck
I dont understand why I cant find it in my browser history as it was only an hour ago
 
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BlockedintheUK

Student
Dec 20, 2025
107
I guess I'll have to give up finding it. It was a guy saying he's in his 4os has a great wife a great life but still wants to CTB he has felt that way for years
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,342
I guess I'll have to give up finding it. It was a guy saying he's in his 4os has a great wife a great life but still wants to CTB he has felt that way for years
use advanced search and set for the date of the post .and add any key word that you remember they put in their post like "cat"

you can set newer than and older than to limit search results to a specific date
 
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BlockedintheUK

Student
Dec 20, 2025
107
Thanks I will try but ive been looking for so long now that im starting to question my memory of it.

all I remember is it wasa guy in his 4os that referred to his wife and maybe cat and said he had a great life but still wanted to CTB and has felt that way for years no idea of the date of where on this site it was
 
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madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
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Indianachrome ?
 
kurgan

kurgan

Wanderer
Jun 6, 2025
330
If you can't find the comment, most likely deleted it.
 

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