I tried the belt and door thing and I just can't do it without feeling sick and I end up backing out. I really wanted to use pills, I posted earlier what I had and was told it wouldn't work, tried drowning yesterday which I also failed at, I have to do something within my house, also meaning no outdoor hanging, what should I do?? Medicines I have are Wellbutrin (100mg) Gabapentin (100mg) Atarax (50mg) Benadryl (not sure of dose) Promethazine (Not sure of dose) Melatonin (5mg) and due to having a stomach issue a while back I have a lot of anti nausea meds, will it still not work even if I do take something to hold the pills down? I need answers ASAP
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,727
I gently suggest doing research rather than relying on others to tell you if an OD will work or not. There is a link at the bottom on the Resources Compilation for d r u g s . c o m, you can check the interactions with each of the medications, can list all of them rather than a couple at a time. Also, you can Google each medication for fatal doses.
BizarreBazaar
Student
- Feb 26, 2020
- 104
GiveUp
Suicidal Spinster
- Feb 18, 2020
- 70
This site isn't here to tell you what to do or how to, it gives you access to every possible way and lists the reliability of each method plus many documented attempts you can search for here whether failed or success and allows you to decide for yourself. Like i know i can't jump or hang so i don't even look at those threads, i want someone to take me out when I'm not looking but that's not possible so I'm searching methods i might be capable of.
Donk
Useless since day 1
- Jan 3, 2020
- 1,129
i'm sorry you've reach the point where you feel like you need to take your own life. you sound really desperate. but like everyone is saying here, please do proper research should you decide to attempt suicide again. you will fail if doing it on impulse
you might end up being in a worst situation.
you might end up being in a worst situation.
Sensei
剣道家
- Nov 4, 2019
- 6,336
OP, it's not my business really, but why do you feel that you need to die exactly right now?
Because the one person I had is gone, I'm realizing now for the horrible things I've done to him I won't have him in my life ever again, and I need to do it now while I have the will to do it
Sensei
剣道家
- Nov 4, 2019
- 6,336
I'm sorry. I understand that this must be painful and that you feel desperate. However, can you really be 100 % sure that this can't be fixed? Maybe you should take a day or two and think about ways you could repair your relationship? You can always kill yourself later on if you can't find a solution. A rushed suicide attempt can cause both you and everyone close to you much unnecessary pain.
I understand what you're saying, but I've already tried to repair the relationship and it's hopeless. I abused him, I don't deserve for it to be repaired. I don't even know if my death will matter to him.
Alec
Wizard
- Apr 22, 2019
- 681
Ummm... this site IS in part to help us find and research methods. You are even contradicting yourself, you say it's not but then that it has listed all this information here. Who do you think posted it for it to be listed here? Our members. All the people here doing research on their and together and sharing and discussing what they found out and so on.
muffin222
Enlightened
- Mar 31, 2020
- 1,188
I'm sorry you're going through this, but please think things through very carefully before you take any actions because you do sound like you're coming from a place of emotional distress
Quarky00
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2019
- 1,956
* Basically there will be a competition within your brain on whether to be aware of the severe seizures , or sleep through it (gabapentin; treats seizures) , while Benadryl also quite seizurey :)
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Oops worded that wrong... by this "site" i meant the members. And I meant the members can't just tell you how to ctb. You have to research the methods on this site and decide for yourself . I am a horrible writer and my words do get lost in my own translation. Didn't mean it the way it read.
so would i be better off with no gabapentin? just atarax wellbutrin and benadryl??
Quarky00
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2019
- 1,956
Alec
Wizard
- Apr 22, 2019
- 681
Oh, it happens to me too, too often if I'm frank. And I'm sorry if I came off as mean, I didn't intend to;)
ThisIsIt
Member
- Apr 8, 2020
- 48
I just got out a relationship with a girl where I think I was emotionally abused. I was probably emotionally abusive to her in some ways, especially with what happened after the breakup. I think we could both be diagnosed as BPD; looking back, it was a shitshow waiting to happen.
I struggle with suicidal thoughts a lot and have for 15 years almost so I understand the frantic mess you're going through right now. I just had an attempt a few weeks ago; I lost my job because of it (didn't show up to work), and now I'm in an even bigger mess because of that.
I doubt your ex would be thrilled that you killed yourself. With that said, I'm certain that you're rushing things right now (trying to OD on what you've got right now is going to end up with you being hospitalized after you're in so much pain that you call 911 yourself, nothing more), and from experience, you're just going to end up hurting yourself even more, not killing yourself.
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