Story Helo from the newbie

[ItsTooLate]

Hi everyone, I'm new here. I been reading some of the threads and I feel like I belong here. How I crave to be understood. Have you ever felt so much pain that you just go numb. never Wanting to say the words "I'm fine" ever again

 

[Hans Voralberg]

Welcome. From my personall experience it is better for you to focus on recovery part of the forum blue part. Be carefull with venting posts grey tag you may exhausted yourself mentally by reading it it is literally suffering in pill. And be careful with gore part of forum don't look at this unless you want desensualize you completaly
People here are very friendly. You are save here to some extent. Look at poetry, art and music section in offtopic because this is place where this forum shine. what brought you here?

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, I never feel fine. I do not know what that would be like. I will never want to live no matter what happens, I always feel horrible. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.

 

[WanderingWater]

Fine. Feeling Insecure Neurotic & Emotional.

Of, course I am Fine...

LoL

 

[ItsTooLate]

In my case, I never feel fine. I do not know what that would be like. I will never want to live no matter what happens, I always feel horrible. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.

I fully understand how you feel. I'm trying so hard to find a reason to live but I just can't.

Fine. Feeling Insecure Neurotic & Emotional.

Of, course I am Fine...

LoL

I love how you put that into perspective. That's exactly how I feel

Welcome. From my personall experience it is better for you to focus on recovery part of the forum blue part. Be carefull with venting posts grey tag you may exhausted yourself mentally by reading it it is literally suffering in pill. And be careful with gore part of forum don't look at this unless you want desensualize you completaly
People here are very friendly. You are save here to some extent. Look at poetry, art and music section in offtopic because this is place where this forum shine. what brought you here?

Thank you for the warm welcome, advice and warnings! I just don't want to live here in this life anymore. I just want to be accepted for this choice.

In my case, I never feel fine. I do not know what that would be like. I will never want to live no matter what happens, I always feel horrible. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.

I understand that completely. I am so much calmer since it's become clear what I want. I wish you would find that calm too soon

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Hi everyone, I'm new here. I been reading some of the threads and I feel like I belong here. How I crave to be understood. Have you ever felt so much pain that you just go numb. never Wanting to say the words "I'm fine" ever again

That's me right now.

 

[ItsTooLate]

That's me right now.

It's Nice to meet you, and now we know there are more people like us out there

 

[locked*n*loaded]

It's Nice to meet you, and now we know there are more people like us out there

Seems to be a never ending supply. No supply chain issues here.