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Endeavour
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- Dec 13, 2020
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Hello,
I'm new have lurked for ages, plan to ctb with SN someime in the relatively near future, that is a couple of weeks maximum.
Wanted to double check my plans are sound and spend some time talking with people who will understand what I'm going through.
I am not afraid of death or being dead, I also do not want to endure the shit show that is my life, life has become (as I've seen said here before) existing and enduring, not living.
The thing that I am most worried about is the transition between life and death, taking that step to get there.
There are 2 amazing posts that I've found helpful to think about it and come to terms with it, I'm spending time now drilling those ideas into my head. Those posts are:
Ways of making peace with dying | Sanctioned Suicide
Don't be afraid of death | Sanctioned Suicide
Thanks, glad to be here.
I'm new have lurked for ages, plan to ctb with SN someime in the relatively near future, that is a couple of weeks maximum.
Wanted to double check my plans are sound and spend some time talking with people who will understand what I'm going through.
I am not afraid of death or being dead, I also do not want to endure the shit show that is my life, life has become (as I've seen said here before) existing and enduring, not living.
The thing that I am most worried about is the transition between life and death, taking that step to get there.
There are 2 amazing posts that I've found helpful to think about it and come to terms with it, I'm spending time now drilling those ideas into my head. Those posts are:
Ways of making peace with dying | Sanctioned Suicide
Don't be afraid of death | Sanctioned Suicide
Thanks, glad to be here.