toasterbath
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- Jun 26, 2022
- 254
will give my left kidney for N, blood of my firstborn child. just don't want to exist anymore
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locked*n*loaded
Archangel
- Apr 15, 2022
- 8,858
I don't think D works here. I highly doubt he is a member of this site. He/she/they have better things to do than hanging around a suicide forum, IMO. Doubt if he/she/they will ever see your message.
Personally I think its possible someone feom D's operation monitors some activity here but if they did see this thread I don't exactly know what you're trying to achieve. You want them to come reply to you here directly? Even someone that's been here for years would be unlikely to get a reply in this manner let alone a first posting brand new member. You can't even use the pm function yet.
There are channels of communication available to contact D and I'm guessing you must know this to even know of D and N. I don't want to be a dick. You probably have your issues (assuming you're not some honeypotter chancing their luck) and when things are bad we do stuff that we may otherwise not have done. This is a very naive, ill advised approach though.
There are channels of communication available to contact D and I'm guessing you must know this to even know of D and N. I don't want to be a dick. You probably have your issues (assuming you're not some honeypotter chancing their luck) and when things are bad we do stuff that we may otherwise not have done. This is a very naive, ill advised approach though.
That is not a way to contact D, see other threads for this. If you are trying to get this into the U.S. it won't work, most likely, based on recent posts.
locked*n*loaded
Archangel
- Apr 15, 2022
- 8,858
Why don't you just "play the game" a little.............interact in threads here some more, gain some more privileges here, read and learn, which will open new areas for you to explore, and discover the proper means and mechanism to contact D, and just do it the right way.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,289
I also want to be gone and I understand the feeling of desperately wanting to leave. I wish that N was very easily available, a peaceful suicide should be a human right and it should not be so difficult to leave all the suffering behind. N sounds like the best and most peaceful way to ctb from what I have heard and it is my ideal method.
rationaltake
I'm rocking it - in another universe
- Sep 28, 2021
- 2,707
So you're willing to buy $1100 dollars worth of Monero?
You should look up on how to buy monero and use that to pay D, it's the best way to buy illegal substances without having your transactions tracked.
Honestly if you have that much money you might as well buy a bottle of xanax + 10 grams of GHB and overdose on it, it kills the same way as N, is cheaper and probably tastes better too.
toasterbath
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- Jun 26, 2022
- 254
ik sorry i'm a noob at this site with 0 privileges but i just really want out man i'm stuck in an abusive household mentally physically crippled and drinking a magic potion to die is my dream wish
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Yeah, I get that. Sorry things are so shitty.
ik sorry i'm a noob at this site with 0 privileges but i just really want out man i'm stuck in an abusive household mentally physically crippled and drinking a magic potion to die is my dream wish
I'd say first port port of call is to look for an escape that involves getting away from your asshole partner. They always appear to have more power than they actually do. Hard to see when stuck in your position but you can beat them. Bullies are pussies in disguise. You just have to crack their shell. I say "just". I know it's more complicated than that but it's also simpler than the abused tend to realise and anyone who made it out of that circumstance will tell you that.
Fuck this fool off. Even if you have to pack a bag. Ideally look into some support first if you can. Start a thread here if you need advice and support. People will help you put one foot in front of the other.
All the best!
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GHB does not taste that bad. I would have no idea where to source it though. I once had a hook up with someone who gave me some GHB consensually. It got rid of my depression for around 30 mins.
If you look up the darknet bible you'd find a guide on buying stuff like GHB
locked*n*loaded
Archangel
- Apr 15, 2022
- 8,858
NP. I'm sorry for your situation, it sounds horrible. But, you did pick up on what we told you that you needed to do in order to gain more privileges, right?
Lost in a Dream
He/him - Metal head
- Feb 22, 2020
- 1,816
Hey, welcome to the site. I'm sorry you're going through so much shit and I wish there was a way to make this easier for you. N sounds like the holy grail of suicide methods sometimes, so I hope you get it if you can. I settled for SN, which is probably second or third best, but it was surprisingly easy to get.
Also, I wouldn't recommend performing a summoning ritual to bring D to you. It would be cool if it worked, but you'll likely end up wasting the blood of your firstborn child. Don't you know that stuff is priceless?
Also, I wouldn't recommend performing a summoning ritual to bring D to you. It would be cool if it worked, but you'll likely end up wasting the blood of your firstborn child. Don't you know that stuff is priceless?
blue_muse
Mage
- Jan 31, 2021
- 553
LE seem persistent lately. It makes you wonder which users and stories are genuine.
Talk about a waste of resources and tax dollars. Guess, it beats street patrols and actual work.
blue_muse
Mage
- Jan 31, 2021
- 553
I know right. Some aren't subtle, when they're after suppliers' information.
Shu
As above, So Below.
- Jan 21, 2022
- 2,487
