Venting he holds me like a girl

[huftydumdum]

i wish someone could look me in the eyes and call me a man and mean it. he kissed me rough and i nearly threw up, with his weird slobber all over my mouth, he's nothing but a nuisance to me and i frankly despise him. he holds me like a woman, and looks at me like one when all i wish i could be was a man. why do i let him do this to me? he knows, yet he still pursues. i wish he were gone forever. i preferred a promised eternity with her, than being with him.

 

[lukas19]

Maybe time to get a new partner?

 

[huftydumdum]

Maybe time to get a new partner?

i've been planning it yes, though when i sent a breakup text knowing full well i don't have the mental fortitude to do this in person, it instead failed to send and shattered my short-lived confidence. i'll do it soon, at a convenient time where i won't face him in person :)

 

[lukas19]

Are you trapped in the wrong body?

 

[huftydumdum]

Are you trapped in the wrong body?

i can confidently say yes, my body isn't mine. mirrors frighten me sometimes if i catch a glimpse of myself, and when i think too hard about living in this body i can only wish to rid of it more