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- Aug 9, 2018
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I feel better for about the past 30 minutes. It will pass soon and i wish it wouldnt... :(
Hugs don't we allI feel better for about the past 30 minutes. It will pass soon and i wish it wouldnt... :(
Sigh...Hugs don't we all
I'll admit having a social life helps sometimes. Drinking and hanging out with buddies helps for a little while.
Pretty much the same I meet people and they just hate meIt would but aspergers distroys that for me, I have no social life. What are these friends you speak of? What's one of them?
co-workers pretty much. They invite you to something on the weekend or get lunch together.It would but aspergers distroys that for me, I have no social life. What are these friends you speak of? What's one of them?
I got DF love im happier now I dont think you hate me anymore :)Love ya buddy. :(
Yea i will randomly get like an hour of clarity it seems, but then I go right back to how I have been for 22 years...I felt the same way yesterday and the day before because of hanging out with my brother. I almost tought life could be enjoyable.
But then I failed my attempt with exit bag and have to start all over.
Life is not fair my friends, it never will be.
I dont leave home, I sit here and drink thats pretty much it. I do not want to go out there.I'll admit having a social life helps sometimes. Drinking and hanging out with buddies helps for a little while.
I felt the same way yesterday and the day before because of hanging out with my brother. I almost tought life could be enjoyable.
But then I failed my attempt with exit bag and have to start all over.
Life is not fair my friends, it never will be.
Yea they do not trick me anymore....I remember when I had better moments and used to think things would turn better... Yeah, how naive I was... How strong life hit me once, another time and other, over and over again...
What went wrong with the exit bag?
(Sorry to hijack the thread OP. I'd be grateful for even a half hour reprieve from this depression nonsense. But then again, maybe not since it wouldn't last and would only serve to get my hopes up only to come crashing down again.)
Understandably so. It's crazy out here. I tend to stay inside myself most of the time.I dont leave home, I sit here and drink thats pretty much it. I do not want to go out there.
It would but aspergers distroys that for me, I have no social life. What are these friends you speak of? What's one of them?
Wow spot on.Yep, and this is why I need to die.
The curse. Not being able to have friends, not being able to be anywhere close to normal, yet being forced to fit in just to keep from starving in the gutter somewhere. Life wasn't made for us.
We are just machines for the normals to use like robots, then take a big shit on when we burn out. It's a bad deal for us. Each day I keep on with it, I feel like a bigger and bigger idiot getting ripped off.
Can't hate the PatKat!I got DF love im happier now I dont think you hate me anymore :)
Yep I completely agree, this place was not made for us but what is worse is when you tell people about your condition and they basically tell you that it's made up, really gets me down, I don't worry anymore though as I know this struggle will be over soonYep, and this is why I need to die.
The curse. Not being able to have friends, not being able to be anywhere close to normal, yet being forced to fit in just to keep from starving in the gutter somewhere. Life wasn't made for us.
We are just machines for the normals to use like robots, then take a big shit on when we burn out. It's a bad deal for us. Each day I keep on with it, I feel like a bigger and bigger idiot getting ripped off.
I feel better for about the past 30 minutes. It will pass soon and i wish it wouldnt... :(
It really is... :(I have these all the time, then I hit rock bottom again and it makes everything worse, it's a never ending cycle.