haven't seen some recognizable names in some time

[MyChoiceAlone]

hope they went to a better 'place'. don't want to meet them. that would mean some kind of afterlife. these methods must work. i can see why they fail. a large amount of people don't bother to read. i just hope i don't f it up when i decide.

 

[FuneralCry]

I envy those who are free from existing as they are now incapable of suffering but it truly is horrible how trying to die could go wrong, I despise how we cannot just choose to easily leave this existence in a guaranteed way.

 

[Unattainable666]

I envy those who are free from existing as they are now incapable of suffering but it truly is horrible how trying to die could go wrong, I despise how we cannot just choose to easily leave this existence in a guaranteed way.

I agree. I'm at a point where I have no hope and no desire to keep going. The only thing that keeps me here is fear of failure. It should be easier to ctb than the way we have to. I don't want anyone deciding how or when I should go - too many assholes have destroyed my life already.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Most have are probably still alive and moved on from this site anyways.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

Most have are probably still alive and moved on from this site anyways.

not sure how to read this. so you think they failed and moved on to another site for more ashamed people?

 

[LaVieEnRose]

not sure how to read this. so you think they failed and moved on to another site for more ashamed people?

No, they started to focus on living instead.

 

[hellispink]

Some leave. Most we run away for bits of time or try to focus on forgetting. But rotten is rotten forever, so always returns home meaning wanting death

 

[DragonWingsOnFire]

Some leave. Most we run away for bits of time or try to focus on forgetting. But rotten is rotten forever, so always returns home meaning wanting death

well i would say dreaming is good reason too live, because there is so much too see in dreaming. But if you can remeber your dream well then i would understand why death is a good way. But i dont think most people focus on forgetting, but insteed got something to live for, family, friends. Having people that catch you if you fall is probely the most inporten reason why so many people keep on living.

 

[StalkedByDeath]

Some leave. Most we run away for bits of time or try to focus on forgetting. But rotten is rotten forever, so always returns home meaning wanting death

Yup, life got better for some time. Now I'm back after 4 years... Just ordered some SN, so hopefully this time I'll be leaving for good.