Yea I'm thinking about doing it away from where I live, not sure how yet. It's a double edged sword...I don't have anyone checking up on me frequently so I may have ample time to kill myself without being revived and left as a vegetable..but it may go on for too long to where I start to decompose and fuck up whatever area I am in with my rotting corpse. I imagine it would also be much more disturbing to find a decomposing corpse than a fresh one. I might give the person who finds me a heart attack. But I feel like the home is also more private and discreet..if I go somewhere else I am worried that I will become a missing person or a news story and strangers will know my business. That's the last thing I want. As it is, I isolate and I don't even want a wake or a funeral or any announcement. I don't need this fucking gossipy shitty town gabbing about me. My relatives and their SOs are bad enough. God..it is all so fucking exhausting, I can't even go about creating a Will because suicidal people and those my age would never be allowed to go through that process without major red flags. We are forced to kill ourselves alone in a risky, fucked up, tiresome way with every 'end of life' right stripped from us.
