Have you had damage from an attempt?

[justabouttobedone]

i have olanzapine, i use rarely but i dont think it will work for ctb.

There is one reported death by 560 or 580 mg of olanzapine but also someone survived from 2000 mg of olanzapine... But I think if you get enough olanzapine and combine it with other meds (I dont know maybe with some benzos) and alcohol It will do the trick. But it also depends on your metabolism of course (my metabolism is slow as fuck)...

 

[pleasethistime]

There is one reported death by 560 or 580 mg of olanzapine but also someone survived from 2000 mg of olanzapine... But I think if you get enough olanzapine and combine it with other meds (I dont know maybe with some benzos) and alcohol It will do the trick. But it also depends on your metabolism of course (my metabolism is slow as fuck)...

last week i took a 2.5mg tablet and slept 16 hours in a day. it makes me sleep and eat :). hope you recover the brain damage.

 

[justabouttobedone]

last week i took a 2.5mg tablet and slept 16 hours in a day. it makes me sleep and eat :). hope you recover the brain damage.

Yeah it makes you super sleepy and takes away your ability to think :) thanks for the good wish I just want my life back...

 

[acute]

I had a very near partial attempt where I fell unconscious (don't know for how long) and woke up in a pool of my own urine. SI must have kicked in and forced the door open to free the ligature. Had red spots all over face and neck and nasty scar. Was scared that I had done serious damage but only lasting effects are bad memory and ringing in the ears.

I'm so sorry.

The ringing in the ears never left you since that?

 

[Rachel74]

Tachycardia from an attempt and now on beta blockers they are unsure what caused it whether it was the overdose or just a bad heart anyway x

 

[Nem]

This is an old thread, suffered some more brain injury from an attempt. Now I'm totally fucked
Peace/hugs

 

[John Smith]

Umm well there was the pressure sore that took 6mths of daily wound care to heal, that was from knocking myself out with a drug cocktail that didn't quite bump me off. Then there is the brain damage from a different cocktail that ended up with me in a coma for a few week on a ventilator.
But i guess the biggie would be the jumping 50ft & landing on my feet, shattered & buggered both feet & ankles & fractured spine in 4 places, been a wheelie ever since.

I think that will do me for now!

Why didnt you land on your head? How painful was it?

Memory problems, tinnitus, eye twitches, and knife scars

What were the memory problems from?

Prescription pill overdose; memory problems, inability to focus, takes me longer to write and read.

What were your memory problems from?

 

[John Smith]

Lost the functionality of half of my left leg permanently and got memory problems.

What do you have memory problems from?

Memory problems, tinnitus, eye twitches, and knife scars

Memory problems from what?

 

[John Smith]

Failed attempt at CO and then an OD attempt: memory issues regarding if things actually happened and also been 4 months and still feel like I am in a dream and world is fake. It hard to explain.

Memory problems from the co or the od?

broken many bones, lost some lung and so on... right side ribs are permanently fucked up that makes me wanna ctb.

From jumping or what?

This is an old thread, suffered some more brain injury from an attempt. Now I'm totally fucked
Peace/hugs

What was your method?

 

[DepressionsAHo]

No permanent damage but I had ligature marks around my neck for a while. Stayed in my room till they went away

 

[John Smith]

No permanent damage but I had ligature marks around my neck for a while. Stayed in my room till they went away

Full suspension?

 

[DepressionsAHo]

Full suspension?

Partial. Tried about 5 times. At one point my vision went black but I didnt pass out and felt myself strangling so I stood up. Tried to recreate that but I couldn't hit the right arteries. No pain though like so many claim