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technicallyAlive

technicallyAlive

Member
Nov 29, 2023
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I dont know how I'm gonna do it yet so i was curious to see what other people planned on doing
 
Homeward_Bound

Homeward_Bound

Member
Jul 26, 2025
8
Drowning. Apparently if one hyperventilates before going under, one loses consciousness, which should theoretically counter SI and the scary aspects of this method. It's still a huge risk, but for consideration of those left behind I want my departure to appear accidental.
 
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Eriktf

Elementalist
Jun 1, 2023
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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SN. Wishing you all the best.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,491
I wish I had the option to peacefully and reliably free myself from this dreadful and torturous existence but of course such is not a reality for me in this horrific anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I only wish and hope for peace and I always suffer so much from being denied a guaranteed death with no more pain and no more suffering as I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what.
 
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kopebaldy

Dovahkiin
Jul 5, 2025
420
Put my head in the noose

Drink SN

Step off
 
NegevChina

NegevChina

I've done the best I could
Sep 5, 2024
625
I dont know how I'm gonna do it yet so i was curious to see what other people planned on doing
When I understood I must CTB I panicked and thought of jumping, OD on sleeping pills, train, drowning, hanging and CO poisoning. The more I researched I understood there is no perfect method, they all have risk of failure and injury and are not peaceful. Eventually I decided I'll go with inert gas that requires some skill and gathering equipment, but considered one of the most peaceful methods. After a bit of researching and purchasing I have all I need now and my method is ready. It relaxed my panic and caused me to delay my attempt. I am not sure if that is good or not cause meanwhile my condition is deteriorating.
 

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