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Braindead Atheist

Braindead Atheist

Specialist
Oct 7, 2020
387
I have always wondered what its like to die of murder. I bet its super scary and sudden. As much as i want to die right now I want it to be peacful and i want to say goodbye to people on my death bed.
 
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vold3m0r†

vold3m0r†

Member
May 13, 2021
29
ive thought about it all the time.

or, when im on a plane and i think, "what if the plane crashes?", as much as i wish thatd happen, id want to say bye to my dog (currently living with my mom)

it would break my dead heart to suddenly die without saying bye to mom and dog
 
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Braindead Atheist

Braindead Atheist

Specialist
Oct 7, 2020
387
ive thought about it all the time.

or, when im on a plane and i think, "what if the plane crashes?", as much as i wish thatd happen, id want to say bye to my dog (currently living with my mom)

it would break my dead heart to suddenly die without saying bye to mom and dog
I'm feeling that
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
No only thought about how it feels to get executed
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,571
As much as I want to leave this world, this is not something I want to think about. I only want to die on my own terms. The type of death that I want is one that is like falling into a deep sleep, I do not want to experience any unpleasant dying process. Dying a slow death sounds really awful. I also think if someone dies a sudden death, they do not have time to process what is happening to them. The thing that I often think about is, how our lives can be taken away at any moment randomly by various different causes. Us humans are powerless in comparison to death.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
I kinda do lately.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
I've seen it on gore subs and it's horrifying and disgusting.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
I somewhat envy murder victims, not really the brutality of their deaths but more the surprise factor, most them are just going about their everyday lives before they come across the psychopath that kills them. I wish I could have that, dying when I wasn't expecting it, with suicide you know exactly when and how you're going to die, which hurts mentally.
 
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one.way.out

one.way.out

Student
Jul 9, 2021
135
I'd be ok with being murdered, as long as its quick.
 
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Sra_TZ

Sra_TZ

Walking Disaster
Mar 6, 2021
65
I have thought about it quite a bit (both recently and in the past). Quite honestly, I'd rather pick suicide. I like having control over the way my life will end. There are people I need to say goodbye to and certain possessions I need to leave behind and whatnot. As mentioned in a previous reply, I prefer a peaceful death and murders aren't exactly pleasant and peaceful, are they? :nomouth:
~S
 
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zatoichi

zatoichi

Member
Jun 20, 2018
31
I will be very ok with being murdered if it'd be sudden and painless. Actually I think about this often since I really have some enemies from past. I'd done some very wrong things to some people and I expect (and deserve) a harsh punishment from them. But years passed and they didn't do anything. It seems that they just don't care about me and letting me live with like a ghost. I am not sure if they choose this way knowingly but it's the harshest form of punishment for my crime.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,789
It mostly depends on which way I die, but I can't say that I wouldn't want to have someone else do what I can not. I would prefer to go out with minimal pain but if the murder is relatively quick and intense it would still be a net-positive for me since it gets the job done. Tough to draw a clear line where the murder becomes cruel and unacceptable though.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
I fantasize about someone kidnapping me and force me to drink N. i think this is the best way to go because it would be murder not suicide so SI wont be much of an issue also because it would be a peaceful death
 
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GoingMyOwnWay

GoingMyOwnWay

Member
Jan 23, 2021
91
Being murdered is something that some of us have to face as a real possibility in going about our everyday lives. Especially when you've got a target on your back. In fact, for me it's knowing and feeling like my time is almost up in this world makes me want to have control of the way in which I leave it. I don't want my last moments on this Earth to be had feeling panic, being scared and afraid. This is why N should be more available, for some people life gets so out of control and crazy that giving them a peaceful way out is only humane.
 
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NasiGoreng

NasiGoreng

Experienced
Aug 11, 2021
219
I have fantasized quite a lot about being murdered in a quick and painless way, and I would really appreciate it. I think it would be a lot better for my family too. I've had a lot off nightmares where I've been strangled to death and that have been horrible, so I wouldn't prefer to die in a brutal way.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
I somewhat envy murder victims, not really the brutality of their deaths but more the surprise factor, most them are just going about their everyday lives before they come across the psychopath that kills them. I wish I could have that, dying when I wasn't expecting it, with suicide you know exactly when and how you're going to die, which hurts mentally.
I'm a diagnosed Psychopath! (Grins Evilly)️
 
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mustard_glass

mustard_glass

Member
Aug 10, 2021
25
I've thought about it, among many other scenarios. It would be nice is someone just did the job for me... like if they broke into my house or something and put a gun to my head I'd be like "yeah, pull the trigger! thank you". It would probably freak them out a bit.
I actually fell in love with TPB after seeing this corny scene, lol.
 
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NasiGoreng

NasiGoreng

Experienced
Aug 11, 2021
219
I've thought about it, among many other scenarios. It would be nice is someone just did the job for me... like if they broke into my house or something and put a gun to my head I'd be like "yeah, pull the trigger! thank you". It would probably freak them out a bit.
I actually fell in love with TPB after seeing this corny scene, lol.


I love trailer park boys, its an awesome show ive seen everything!
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,621
I imagine it would be the worst experience of a persons life but since they aren't around to tell the tale it makes us less sensitive about it. Still to those who know someone it's happened to reading people wishing for it must make them see red. You're never going to get killed by a person who likes you. It's an act of hatred and a violation of human rights
 
RedPanda

RedPanda

One day we shall be free from this mortal coil.
Jul 16, 2019
237
I have always wondered what its like to die of murder. I bet its super scary and sudden. As much as i want to die right now I want it to be peacful and i want to say goodbye to people on my death bed.
Uhhh, depends on the method as well. There are some sick fuckers out there that will torture you.
 
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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
I have from time to time, but yeah… I definitely wouldn't want it. One: I don't know if it'd be quick and painless. And two: if they fail to actually kill me and make sure I'm dead, I could end up with disabilities. And three: I want to die when I'm actually ready to die.
 
LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
Then what are you waiting for? Kill me! :'(
My dog has atleast 1-3 year's to live, As soon as he's gone provide me with your current location and times of any/all regular daily 1movement's, Buy a cheap unregistered pay as you go phone Online, What3Words will give me your Approximate location and Time! Don't worry m8 You won't hear or feel a Thing and I never miss!!!
 
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meetapple

meetapple

Mage
Jun 3, 2021
585
Murdering may be beneficial for one reason. It requires no action on the part of the victim.
 
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doesntevenmatter

Member
Aug 12, 2021
64
For sure. In general I have thought about what it is to die. What it feels like, where we go if anywhere, etc. I've said time and time again ideally I would like it to happen protecting someone else, but I know the chances of that are practically zero. If I went out by being murdered I just hope it's quick.
 
Winklemate

Winklemate

Member
Jul 26, 2021
31
Oh yeah, all the time. One of the reasons I'm scared of committing suicide outside in a tent is because I'm worried some stranger might come in and murder me. Which sounds ridiculous, because it is. On the flipside, when I was at school or working retail, I always kinda fantasized about a school shooter coming in and shooting me to death. Or even walking on the streets and someone pulls a gun on me and I just goad them into shooting.

There's a big benefit to dying by murder, especially if it's one of those indiscriminate shooting things. Like a school or retail shooting, you're just a statistic, you're one of many deaths and I don't want the attention. I'd prefer it if my family didn't think I killed myself, but I just died, maybe even in a heroic attempt.

The problem is, I don't like pain, and most murderers don't kill with a delicate touch. If it's quick and painless, done for that, but it seems unlikely that that would be the case.
 
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threadbythread

threadbythread

Member
Jul 31, 2021
11
I'm not sure about murder, but I always thought it'd be a pleasant coincidence if someone suicidal accidentally took me out with them in their vehicle ctb attempt, like while attempting to crash their vehicle. A two for one special, on the big man.
 

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