Have you ever thought of taking revenge on those people who has hurt you?

[limenlux]

I've wanted it a lot in the past, I remember having whole plans to end my stepdad, I was so ready to follow through, I didn't care about jail, I js never did, I guess it was a bad decision in the end since I find myself regretting it often, I could've saved many people the pain of living w him
Besides that, I find myself wanting revenge on my ex, for what he did to me n what he left me with, for how he threw me out so easily, but I guess in the end revenge towards him wouldn't be something I'd actually want to see through given that idk if it'd even have the desired outcome
I dunno! But I do know I often miss the time I was so ready to end my stepfather, so I suppose I'm just as bad as him in the end

As someone whose "stepfather" is so irredeemably evil that his malign influence is still actively impacting me to this day as a nearly middle-aged man, I deeply relate to your ambivalence on what you believe you should have done. I'm sorry you had to grow up even needing to consider such things.

 

[evrlastingsea]

rather than taking a revenge, i want my death to also affect them.

 

[Insufficent]

Yes.
I occasionally really think I should have stood up for my self more and that I should have chosen brutal violence over running away. Like going full berserk on the situations where lets say 3 guys were going to kick my ass because i stood up for myself when only one of them tried.
And pretty much every time these thoughts end up to the point where I blame myself for not stabbing those kids who bullied me on the playground. I think I was 4 and they were like 8.
Edit. Oh iI did once get revenge and it felt so god damn good it was scary. His ex-gf then came flirting with me nut my idiot ass didn't notice it.

 

[Forveleth]

I have but it is not worth it. They are not going to care about the motivation behind it and will potentially just claim themselves as a victim. Also, revenge consumes you. They always say when you plan revenge you should dig two graves. I have given them enough if my life, they do not deserve the rest of it.

 

[2Sensible]

I did, i was planning horrible stuff. But i think it was only some sort of fantasy.

 

[iwanttodie019]

I did, i was planning horrible stuff. But i think it was only some sort of fantasy.

I have wanted to hurt someone real bad because he hurt me real bad for no fault of mine

 

[2Sensible]

I have wanted to hurt someone real bad because he hurt me real bad for no fault of mine

i understand. especially if you did nothing the feeling of injustice is so frustating.

 

[iwanttodie019]

i understand. especially if you did nothing the feeling of injustice is so frustating.

Has similar thing happened with you?Someone caused you a lot of pain for no fault of yours?

 

[ghost-shock]

Yes alot, i have nightmares of being abused by my abusers and trying to get revenge/defend myself. I definitely want revenge but i dont want to go to jail so it makes it fustrating. The justice system is trash and never helped me. So i know the only way for justice is unconventional ways. This adds to my trauma, knowing the abusers got away with it and this haunts me nearly everyday. As a kid i daydreamed of getting revenge, it felt like the only way i could escape the abuse.

 

[EscThisPlace321]

There's actually a show called "The Glory" that is about this very thing. It's a Korean drama but its actually semi-decent. It has its issues but whatever...

 

[Lost_Dawns]

yes
i would say more but i dont want to get arrested :3