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I want to take revenge .It will give me closureI think about it all the time. So, so, so often, but then I realize I'd probably be proving them right. It's not like I COULD take revenge, anyway, and I know I'd feel like a bad person after. I'm still learning how to prioritize and put myself first rather than dwell on the past.
You can cause them 10X the pain that they caused you.That will give me closureI did, I fantasized about it, but what good will it make in the end? I don't want to be remembered as a serial killer, if anything I want to be forgotten
You can cause them 10X the pain that they caused you.That will give me closureI did, I fantasized about it, but what good will it make in the end? I don't want to be remembered as a serial killer, if anything I want to be forgotten
I'd say soIf I blame myself, does suicidal ideation count?
The point is closure.If someone has hurt you for no fault of yours,then they deserve to feel 10X pain than the the pain they caused youYes but what's the point. I remember I got "revenge" on an ex and then negated a lot of it by begging to be back in his life because I was so lonely.
I have to take revenge on mohamed for creating IslamThey say everyone has revenge fantasies
what did he/she do to you?the alcohol riddled corpse oneOne of them is now an alcohol riddled corpse
I don't see the others, even online, so don't believe they're worthy of any thoughts. Which they aren't anyway.
Just school bullyingwhat did he/she do to you?the alcohol riddled corpse one
bro,do yo believe in karma?it sounds nonsense to mekarma will take care of these people.
was it physical or only mental?Just school bullying
I felt bad for him in the end
Do you really want to become the monster that they are and perpetuate the same cycle of pain and abuse? Do you really want to be seen as no different than them in the end?You can cause them 10X the pain that they caused you.That will give me closure
I was tortured badly for no fault of mine.I've felt this way often. I still do in fits of rage. I'm ashamed of thoughts, and namely the fact that when I'm in that state I sometimes fantasize about taking out my frustrations on an innocent person/people. There's been a few times during adolescence where I was close to enacting those thoughts, but in the end revenge for wrongs, even on the person who did them to me, wouldn't change the scars that have been left. No, for one of them I'll settle for not going to their funeral. The other, well I don't know where they are now, but I like to think they're having a horrible time in prison to make myself feel better. As for the other thoughts... I need to bring them up with my therapist. It's just kind of awkward to admit having those thoughts.
Do you really want to become the monster that they are and perpetuate the same cycle of pain and abuse? Do you really want to be seen as no different than them in the end?
I know, believe me. I've had someone do despicable things to me when I was a child over and over and over again for no good reason other than their own pleasure. Revenge fantasies are a normal, valid response, but to me it seems the line between fantasy and action is getting blurrier and blurrier for you. I am not going to give you any amount of justification that you're seeking to commit those actions. I feel horrible for whatever happened to you in the past, and I hope that given enough time and support you can find peace. Revenge will not fix the wounds trauma has inflicted.I was tortured badly for no fault of mine.
If someone has hurt you,then wanting to hurt them is only human nature