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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
471
They say everyone has revenge fantasies
 
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Makethemsuffer

Makethemsuffer

I want to be forgotten, not remembered
Jul 30, 2026
17
I did, I fantasized about it, but what good will it make in the end? I don't want to be remembered as a serial killer, if anything I want to be forgotten
 
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siphon_hyphen

siphon_hyphen

taking advantage of what I can!
Jan 3, 2026
36
I think about it all the time. So, so, so often, but then I realize I'd probably be proving them right. It's not like I COULD take revenge, anyway, and I know I'd feel like a bad person after. I'm still learning how to prioritize and put myself first rather than dwell on the past.
 
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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
471
I think about it all the time. So, so, so often, but then I realize I'd probably be proving them right. It's not like I COULD take revenge, anyway, and I know I'd feel like a bad person after. I'm still learning how to prioritize and put myself first rather than dwell on the past.
I want to take revenge .It will give me closure
I did, I fantasized about it, but what good will it make in the end? I don't want to be remembered as a serial killer, if anything I want to be forgotten
You can cause them 10X the pain that they caused you.That will give me closure
I did, I fantasized about it, but what good will it make in the end? I don't want to be remembered as a serial killer, if anything I want to be forgotten
You can cause them 10X the pain that they caused you.That will give me closure
 
Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
7,350
keep-your-enemies-close
 
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yxmux

yxmux

👁️‍🗨️
Apr 16, 2024
199
yeah, but i've never thought they formally "deserved" it.
 
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Lamentice

Lamentice

Walk without rhythm and you won't attract the worm
Mar 27, 2023
422
Some of them, I think about it sometimes with some of them.
 
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limenlux

limenlux

Impermanent
Jul 12, 2026
264
Certain things about certain people may come to light before I gracelessly shuffle into the grave.
 
Gild-Holm-’Ur

Gild-Holm-’Ur

Old man
Jun 28, 2026
125
If I blame myself, does suicidal ideation count?
 
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flowersforalgernons

flowersforalgernons

Member
Jul 6, 2026
47
sometimes, but it wouldn't actually solve anything. it doesn't undo what happened or what they did. beyond karmic considerations, i still want to minimize collateral damage, even if i feel angry about what they did.

but sometimes, yeah, i think about it
 
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miles-away

miles-away

Member
May 13, 2025
93
Yes but what's the point. I remember I got "revenge" on an ex and then negated a lot of it by begging to be back in his life because I was so lonely.
 
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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
471
Yes but what's the point. I remember I got "revenge" on an ex and then negated a lot of it by begging to be back in his life because I was so lonely.
The point is closure.If someone has hurt you for no fault of yours,then they deserve to feel 10X pain than the the pain they caused you
Assmuing KARMA is not real
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Wizard
May 7, 2025
663
One of them is now an alcohol riddled corpse
I don't see the others, even online, so don't believe they're worthy of any thoughts. Which they aren't anyway.
 
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Gild-Holm-’Ur

Old man
Jun 28, 2026
125
Oo...oo...oo. I want to add Mark Zuckerberg. I missed a message from a friend in Brasil before she tied a rope around her neck because you can't view facebook messages on your phone unless you download their spyware. So, fuck him in the ass with a chainsaw.
 
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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
471
One of them is now an alcohol riddled corpse
I don't see the others, even online, so don't believe they're worthy of any thoughts. Which they aren't anyway.
what did he/she do to you?the alcohol riddled corpse one
 
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thelostautistic

Warlock
Jul 31, 2025
746
Not really. It won't change how people treated me and the pain I'm still carrying. I'm surprised I've never thought about this because I'm very petty😅.
 
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hurts2b

hurts2b

unending failure
Jun 11, 2026
184
Not so much anymore. But I was pretty revenge minded as a child.
 
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pond

pond

stuck like a nerf dart
May 8, 2018
304
Yes but I wouldn't want my family to have to deal with the consequences of those actions. I'd like to think that I have gotten over most of the people that have wronged me when I was younger. I don't actively think about them anymore.

There is only one person I currently wish pain and suffering upon for having immensely ruined my mind and body in just the past few years. Not that I would do anything about it.
 
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Mr.Ruben

Mr.Ruben

Anatomically correct
Jul 13, 2026
85
yes. although I try to overcome with rational thinking, that they probably don't deserve physical force. I would probably not gain much from it other than not understanding how far I could go for revenge.
 
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tiramisu

tiramisu

meow
Jun 1, 2026
66
karma will take care of these people.
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Siin me kohtume siis, See on ju armastus hüperbolo
Jul 19, 2026
692
I've wanted it a lot in the past, I remember having whole plans to end my stepdad, I was so ready to follow through, I didn't care about jail, I js never did, I guess it was a bad decision in the end since I find myself regretting it often, I could've saved many people the pain of living w him
Besides that, I find myself wanting revenge on my ex, for what he did to me n what he left me with, for how he threw me out so easily, but I guess in the end revenge towards him wouldn't be something I'd actually want to see through given that idk if it'd even have the desired outcome
I dunno! But I do know I often miss the time I was so ready to end my stepfather, so I suppose I'm just as bad as him in the end
 
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Malfunction

Malfunction

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
252
Absolutely. And the thought still crosses my mind.

I wouldn't act on it because I'm not like them. I can still day dream to release a little stress.
 
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dragonofenvy

dragonofenvy

Paragon
Oct 8, 2023
932
I've felt this way often. I still do in fits of rage. I'm ashamed of thoughts, and namely the fact that when I'm in that state I sometimes fantasize about taking out my frustrations on an innocent person/people. There's been a few times during adolescence where I was close to enacting those thoughts, but in the end revenge for wrongs, even on the person who did them to me, wouldn't change the scars that have been left. No, for one of them I'll settle for not going to their funeral. The other, well I don't know where they are now, but I like to think they're having a horrible time in prison to make myself feel better. As for the other thoughts... I need to bring them up with my therapist. It's just kind of awkward to admit having those thoughts.
You can cause them 10X the pain that they caused you.That will give me closure
Do you really want to become the monster that they are and perpetuate the same cycle of pain and abuse? Do you really want to be seen as no different than them in the end?
 
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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
471
I've felt this way often. I still do in fits of rage. I'm ashamed of thoughts, and namely the fact that when I'm in that state I sometimes fantasize about taking out my frustrations on an innocent person/people. There's been a few times during adolescence where I was close to enacting those thoughts, but in the end revenge for wrongs, even on the person who did them to me, wouldn't change the scars that have been left. No, for one of them I'll settle for not going to their funeral. The other, well I don't know where they are now, but I like to think they're having a horrible time in prison to make myself feel better. As for the other thoughts... I need to bring them up with my therapist. It's just kind of awkward to admit having those thoughts.

Do you really want to become the monster that they are and perpetuate the same cycle of pain and abuse? Do you really want to be seen as no different than them in the end?
I was tortured badly for no fault of mine.
If someone has hurt you,then wanting to hurt them is only human nature
 
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dragonofenvy

Paragon
Oct 8, 2023
932
I was tortured badly for no fault of mine.
If someone has hurt you,then wanting to hurt them is only human nature
I know, believe me. I've had someone do despicable things to me when I was a child over and over and over again for no good reason other than their own pleasure. Revenge fantasies are a normal, valid response, but to me it seems the line between fantasy and action is getting blurrier and blurrier for you. I am not going to give you any amount of justification that you're seeking to commit those actions. I feel horrible for whatever happened to you in the past, and I hope that given enough time and support you can find peace. Revenge will not fix the wounds trauma has inflicted.
 
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