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hate_myself

hate_myself

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Feb 27, 2020
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I'm in the estatistic of people who were born without any problem, i don't have medical problems, family problems, or anything among the lines. I just am a person who has come to the edge of loneliness, and feels like his life is completely devoid of meaning of any kind. i have always thought that, if i could give my "perfect" life to someone i would.
I would be very happy if someone in a crappier situation than mine could make something out of my life, and i wish there was a technology for this.
has anyone else wished for this?
 
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TheSuicidalEccentric

The universe is wonderful.
Feb 23, 2020
438
Gifting your life? Gifting your life to the devil? Like a suicide cult?
 
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hate_myself

hate_myself

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Feb 27, 2020
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Gifting your life? Gifting your life to the devil? Like a suicide cult?
more like if someone could live in my shoes kinda thing, someone who would actually make use of it.
 
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TheSuicidalEccentric

The universe is wonderful.
Feb 23, 2020
438
more like if someone could live in my shoes kinda thing, someone who would actually make use of it.

I would kill for that opportunity, honestly.
 
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Grandexit

Grandexit

Experienced
Dec 4, 2019
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Yes. I read stories about kids with cancer, migrants who died trying to get into my country, people who were killed because they're homeless and vulnerable. And every morning I'm crushed because I wake up again. It's just ironic.
 
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TheSuicidalEccentric

The universe is wonderful.
Feb 23, 2020
438
Yes. I read stories about kids with cancer, migrants who died trying to get into my country, people who were killed because they're homeless and vulnerable. And every morning I'm crushed because I wake up again. It's just ironic.

When there is a will to fight for a better life and good opportunity, people fight for that opportunity and try to live. But when we already are born into the better life and have unlimited food, water, housing, hobbies, friends, career opportunities, travel, etc., life becomes depressing as there is nothing left to fight for. That is the way I see it.

Humans always need to fight for something. That is why we have wars
 
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highlyvolatile

I don't know anymore.
Feb 14, 2020
278
I wish all the time to give my life to someone that deserves it more than I. Id do it in a heartbeat.
 
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TheSuicidalEccentric

The universe is wonderful.
Feb 23, 2020
438
I wish all the time to give my life to someone that deserves it more than I. Id do it in a heartbeat.

Very empathetic of you. I would do the same
 
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Pryras

Pryras

Last hope
Feb 11, 2020
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When there is a will to fight for a better life and good opportunity, people fight for that opportunity and try to live. But when we already are born into the better life and have unlimited food, water, housing, hobbies, friends, career opportunities, travel, etc., life becomes depressing as there is nothing left to fight for. That is the way I see it.

Humans always need to fight for something. That is why we have wars

Exactly, I mean just look at how miserable people are in Seoul, one of the most developed cities in the world. The pressure to succeed academically, financially, and of course physical beauty is crippling over there. Meanwhile people In developing nations are fighting for their lives and want to survive despite their circumstances.
I would if I could. I want to do as much good as I can before CTB but I realize how privileged I am for the life I was born into despite the suffering I'm dealing with now. I can't compare it to someone in different circumstances than me but it hurts and I want it to stop. I have considered organ donation and making some use of me before checking out
 
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TheSuicidalEccentric

The universe is wonderful.
Feb 23, 2020
438
Exactly, I mean just look at how miserable people are in Seoul, one of the most developed cities in the world. The pressure to succeed academically, financially, and of course physical beauty is crippling over there. Meanwhile people In developing nations are fighting for their lives and want to survive despite their circumstances.

It is very strange indeed. I think that is why suicide rates are DRASTICALLY higher in first world nations. It is like Maslow's hierarchy of needs, along with technological development. Our basic needs are met, security and safety needs met, our social belonging needs are usually met, and then we are pressured to succeed with a career that pays lots of plastic manmade "money" so we can buy a "car," have a "wedding," have kids, travel the world, vacation, and then die. The same boring social routine over and over again.

Not to mention the fact that there are security cameras and mass surveillance in every corner of developed society. And too many rules and regulations. Modern, developed society is the reason we are all suicidal. Society is the REAL prison.
 
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Soraa

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Feb 27, 2020
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I'm just the same. There are many many people who would consider my life as perfect. I would do it.
 
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Cutepoison

Losing all hope was freedom
Dec 22, 2019
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I'd give my life away in a heartbeat. I even told my therapist that I'd gladly give my organs to someone sick, i could save maybe 3-4 lives by giving up my life, and giving my organs to someone who wants to live
 
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r2d2020

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Feb 11, 2020
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I haven't thought of "gifting my life", however I've been an organ donor for nearly 20 years. This makes me think of how, when and where I CTB. It would great if I could further develop my version of the debreather to send a message that states I am clinically dead. This way my organs have the best chance of being used.
When there is a will to fight for a better life and good opportunity, people fight for that opportunity and try to live. But when we already are born into the better life and have unlimited food, water, housing, hobbies, friends, career opportunities, travel, etc., life becomes depressing as there is nothing left to fight for. That is the way I see it.

Humans always need to fight for something. That is why we have wars


Good points, although we fight wars for many other reasons. A few being resources, territory and ethnic cleansing.

I believe depression has existed on some level from the beginning and many of us may have a genetic link which makes us more likely to become depressed. Depression runs in my family, although I developed it the latest in life, in my early 30s. As others have mentioned depression is becoming more prevalent and will no doubt increase due to other factors like climate change, overpopulation, plastic and other pollution, species die-offs, etc, etc...
 
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Istanbulite

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Jan 14, 2022
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I'm in the estatistic of people who were born without any problem, i don't have medical problems, family problems, or anything among the lines. I just am a person who has come to the edge of loneliness, and feels like his life is completely devoid of meaning of any kind. i have always thought that, if i could give my "perfect" life to someone i would.
I would be very happy if someone in a crappier situation than mine could make something out of my life, and i wish there was a technology for this.
has anyone else wished for this?
This thread and OP reminded me of film called Seven Pounds.

A noble idea for sure.
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,378
I'm sure a lot of people could probably make better use of my life since my circumstances aren't that bad all things considered. They'd probably have some physical hurdles to overcome first like I've always wondered if something about my body is automatically draining my energy and leaving me unable to do something my situation…
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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I'm in the estatistic of people who were born without any problem, i don't have medical problems, family problems, or anything among the lines. I just am a person who has come to the edge of loneliness, and feels like his life is completely devoid of meaning of any kind. i have always thought that, if i could give my "perfect" life to someone i would.
I would be very happy if someone in a crappier situation than mine could make something out of my life, and i wish there was a technology for this.
has anyone else wished for this?
Yep, that was me, a 'perfect life'........until she died
 
lobster salad

lobster salad

overcooked :(
Aug 27, 2020
246
I'm in the estatistic of people who were born without any problem, i don't have medical problems, family problems, or anything among the lines. I just am a person who has come to the edge of loneliness, and feels like his life is completely devoid of meaning of any kind. i have always thought that, if i could give my "perfect" life to someone i would.
I would be very happy if someone in a crappier situation than mine could make something out of my life, and i wish there was a technology for this.
has anyone else wished for this?
I feel exactly the same. Every day i feel so damn guilty for being extremely spoiled. I have loving parents, great physical health with almost no issues, not too poor, a nice house with trees around, live in a safe and modern country, I even have friends and yet feel really miserable. If I could donate my perfect life to someone I would. It's all my fault i made myself crazy
 
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WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,429
I don't know anyone who'd want to live with dysphoria, but if they want this life so I can bow out, go ahead!
 
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